THE 7TH HEAVEN

dear kotak...,

2010-10-10T16:21:00.006+08:00

aku dah xlarat sudah,
diperkotak katikkan engkau,
aku dah penat sudah,
diperangkap dalam engkau.

ku sangka dptku rehat sekejap,
dalam kotakmu itu,
tp tibe2 hujan,
habis basah kotak mu itu,
tibe2 ribut taufan,
habis bercerai kotak mu itu,
aku jugak yang susah.

dear kotak,
biar aku lekatkan dirimu dgn pita selefon,
bungkuskan dirimu hantar pejabat pos,
suruh dia deliver jauh dari hidupku,

dear kotak,
sudah ku tutup kotak hatiku ini,
sudah tiba masanya buat clearance,
aku dah nak pindah jauh2,

selamat tinggal, KOTAK..

u r taken!!? then nape sibok2 kat sini g?

2010-08-21T01:24:00.003+08:00

okeyh, kalau lu dah taken, nape saje saje nk usik hati gua nih? dont make me talk like samseng u know..MARAH ni MARAH! haish! nasib baik aku terbukak pintu hati mau STALK fb engko kejap..

ade blog lu, gua bace, gua sentap tau x! haish! dok tulis diary hidup lu b'sama
kekasih t'chenta! ceit! then pehal dtg2 dekat gua, flirt2 melebih-lebih plak tuh.. then cube2 buat baik gile vavi..PEHAL?!!! mau tunjuk kat sape yang lu sweet ha!!? gua xmau tahu laaa..

haish..jiwa kacau betul lu buat gua jadik! nasib baek gua baru crush2 monyet je same lu..
so gua xsaman lu sebab flirt dgn gua,
PADAHAL TAKEN!

p/s: anda2 di luar sane, jgn flirt2 terlampau ye kalau dah taken.. :(

ciri2 penulis cerita dongeng

2010-08-17T17:42:00.002+08:00

mau tahu manusia jenis apa yg tulis segala cite2 dongeng karut-marut tuh? okeyh! inilah ciri2 mereka:-

a) mereka actually xpernah sekali pon berada dalam relationship. Kenapa? Sebab dorang ingat jatuh cinta adalah begitu senang, sekali bertemu, terus bercinta dan bahagia smpai bile2! sungguh2 hyperbola yg terlampau amat!

b) mereka adalah insan yang seringkali gagal dlm percintaan. Kenapa? Sebab cite2 dongeng itu sume adalah harapan dan fantasy dorang yg dorang inginkan dalam hidup dorang tp MALANG sekali, hampeh nk dpt yg cam tuh! Dah x dpt jadi kenyataan, tulis dlm buku pon jadilah!

c) mereka adalah insan yang suka memberi harapan palsu kpd manusia sejagad. Kenapa? Sebab adalah mustahil untuk m'dapat cerita cinta mcm tuh, sehari jmpa terus jatuh cinta dan hidup selama2 nya dgn bhgia.. Sungguh ceritera palsu semate-mate!

p/s: So kalau korang teringin buat cite dongeng, mesti ade ciri2 di atas.. haha.. ;p

curang!?

2010-07-30T22:41:00.002+08:00

oh oh, sejak ada dua blog nih, ak dah memulaukan blog ini.. sedih2..jgn sedih..ak dah kembali menaip-naip di blog ini..
bimbang seyh, kalau2 blog nih jealous dgn blog muda ny (bkn bini muda..haha) tup2, xmau function..haha..

the other blog is for my ICT, and since it's for my carry-marks, really have to put extra effort on it.it even looks prettier than this blog..haha..but it's ok because i express myself more on this one..but i somehow got a little addicted posting on that blog..haha..

p/s: sigh.............

Janda Dahaga

2010-07-12T18:50:00.002+08:00

Saleha tinggal berseorangan di kampung selepas tragedi hitam yang berlaku dalam hidup dirinya. Tragedi yang tak mungkin dilupakan sama sekali. Saleha tidak mungkin akan melupakan bagaimana motor ais-krim Walls datang dan terlanggar suami beliau yang sedang ber-jogging di taman Andira. Sedang khusyuk Idris mendengar lagu-lagu di mp3nya, dia tidak menyedari sebuah motor sedang datang ke arahnya, walaupon motor tersebut memasang lagu temanya dengan begitu kuat sekali. Motor itu terlanggar badan Idris yang sedang sedang itu, lalu Idris tergolek ke tengah-tengah jalan dan sebuah lori penggangkut tilam buruk datang menerpa.Idris yang masih lagi lemah longlai di jalanan tidak mampu memberi sebarang reaksi kecuali muka terkejut dan jeritan kuat dari mulutnya itu dan segala-galanya gelap bagi dirinya.

Saleha yang baru sahaja sudah membeli keropok lekor di warung Mak Cik Bedah di seberang jalan lari dengan sepantas kilat sambil memanggil-manggil panggilan manja suaminya."Sayang! Sayang! Apa dah jadi ni?Abang!!!!"

Tragedi itu merupakan permulaanya dimana Saleha menaruh dendam kesumat terhadap ais-krim Walls dan memboikot produk-produk syarikat tersebut. Pada setiap kali Saleha ternampak ais-krim Walls, Saleha tidak mampu menahan air mata yang berlinangan jatuh ditepi anak matanya. Saleha sebak. Belum cukup setahun perkahwinan bahagia dia bersama satu-satunya lelaki tercinta, semuanya lerai begitu sahaja dek motor ais-krim Walls yang dipandu dengan sambil lewa.

Malam itu merupakan ulang tahun pertemuan Saleha dengan Idris pada 2 tahun yang lalu. Saleha menangis teringatkan segala memori-memori indah yang terjadi dalam hidupnya ketika dia mempunyai seorang lelaki untuk menjaga dan membelai dirinya. Terngiang-ngiang di kalbu Saleha bagaimana Idris mengelap air matanya setiap kali dia menangis, bagaimana Idris membelai rambutnya setiap kali dia mahu dorongan untuk terus hidup, bagaimana Idris mengangkatnya dalam pelukan badan lelakinya itu setiap kali urat kaki Saleha sakit dan tidak mampu untuknya berjalan. Semua kenangan itu membuatkan Saleha menangis di malam yang dingin itu.

Saleha bangun dari katil, menjenguk ke luar rumah sambil mengenangkan hari bahagia mereka yang dilangsungkan di kampungnya itu. Saleha pergi ke ruang tamu, terbayang di minda Saleha pelamin mereka yang tersergam indah suatu ketika dahulu. Saleha pergi ke dapur, mengenangkan riuh-rendahnya suasana di dapur ketika majlis perkahwinannya itu. Saleha tak mampu menahan perasaan sebak. Beliau menangis teresak-esak dan lututnya jatuh ke bumi kerana tidak mampu mengawal perasaan lagi. Saleha yang sebak itu pon bangun dari hujung tangga dapur itu, pergi ke arah meja tengah dapurnya itu, dan mengambil gelas dan meminum air suam dan berkata;
"Hilang jugak dahaga aku nih. Sambung tidurlah.."

p/s: Diinspirasikan oleh Adote dan juga kebosanan yang terlampau..Aku tahu memang tak seberapa pon, tapi pape jelah..Aku tengah bosan.... ^.^

saya benci awak, PAUL!

2010-07-10T15:56:00.004+08:00

melihatkan tangan banyak yang bergerak2 mengingatkan aku kepada tarantula yang langsung tidak menunjukkan ciri2 ke-cute-an.. begitu geli aku melihat kamu yang bagai sedang melihat aku dan jurugambar dengan pandangan yang sinis dan ego, hanya kerna engkau mempunyai kuasa tilik yang aku pasti cumalah kebetulan sahaja..

dengar sini Paul! Kau ingat ko bagus sangat ha? Ohhhh..Habis world cup nih, aku amek ko, potong tangan ko satu persatu gune pisau tumpul..Muahahhahaha..

Tahukah engkau betapa terkilan nya aku sejak kemunculan ko dalam hidup aku? Sob3..If only you were not Sotong..I could have love you Paul..Kalau lah bukan kerna allergi aku terhadap sotong2, iaitu kaum kerabat ko, darah daging ko, ak mungkin mencintai mu Paul...

Oh aku keliru terhadap perasaanku terhadapmu..Hmmmm melihat kawan2 ku semua memuji ke-cute-an mu, aku keliru, apa yang cute..Bagiku kau nampak amat exotic..Not cute!!! Hmmm am I the only one who hates you Paul...

Maafkan aku Paul..Aku xmampu mencintaimu seperti kawan2ku mencintaimu..Hanya kerna engkau sotong......Maafkan daku...

p/s: saje merapu hilangkan bosan sambil2 meluahkn rasa benci terhadap Paul yang m'buatkan allergi aku makin bertambah dari hari ke hari selepas kemunculan beliau..

the highlighted moments when i'm with u~

2010-07-06T23:48:00.006+08:00

24th March is ur birthday,

27th March was the day you call me just right before you go to sleep,

28th March was the day I first wrote a song about you,

3rd April was the day we sing together a love song,

6th April was the day we first have an argument and then we make up,

8th April was the day we plan our date,

20th April was the day you sent me a message that got me missing you so much,

8th May was the day I know you really care about me,

14th May was our magical day,

15th May was the day we have to be worlds apart,

15th May was the day you make a promise we will come back to KL on 5th July and be together again,

16th May was the day you said you WILL reply all my messages,

19th May was the first day you broke you promise that you'll reply all my messages,

22th May was the day we take an oath that will keep trying on each other and won't give up,

29th May was the day u said u love me,

1th June was the first day you treated me quite cold,

4th June was the day I found out your secret you were hiding from me,

10th June was the day you ask me to chill and everything will work out fine,

11th June was the day I thought our relationship have gotten better,

12th June was the day you said 'I Love You Baby' to him,

17th June was the day you started giving up for real,

19th June was the day we break up for good,

19th June was the day you break your every promises with me,

25th June was the day you contact me back,

25th June was the day I found strength to really let go you out of my life,

5th July was the day u said your coming back to Kl and we could be together again,

5th July was the day you die and now to me now u r officially dead..

p/s: dont bother calling me back cause you are officially dead in my life and im wishing you rest in peace..

what!!!!? REALLY? ouh damn..

2010-06-27T00:26:00.003+08:00

bangun2 pada hari ni, tgok jam digital dan kalendar serbaguna yang terlekat di handphone, mencatakan dah pon 26 aribulan jun.. ouh ouh cepatnya mase berlalu..terasa cam baru je tadi aku tengah tengok cite shin chan, tengok2 dah habis..macam tulah dengan cuti aku..haish..

tapi yang amat panik, esok aku naik flight pukul 9a.m tapi banyak baju2 belum dibasuh, barang belum dipacking,tiket belum diprint out, slip bank yang entah dimana, kasut yang tak pernah lagi aku pakai yang tertinggal di rumah kawan, movie2 dan cite2 yang belum diambil dari kawan2 aku..haish banyak benda belum settle nih nak pegi unihell..maklumlah kan nak masuk hutan, kena buat persiapan yang giler2 punye, kalau tak gerenti mati kebulur or mati kebosanan..

apa2 pon, esok nak g dah unisel..ceit! xpe2, aku tahu disitulah sebenarnya terletak kebahagiaan mutlak aku * kate2 semangat yang ter amat2 bohong dan terlampau *

p/s: aku amat2 memerlukan kata2 dorongan dan juga seseorang untuk menolak atau mengheret aku pergi unisel kerna otak aku masih lagi sedang mau holiday holiday di kampung halaman...ceit!

let go~

2010-06-20T03:46:00.004+08:00

yes it doesnt work out..it was never meant to work out..i know it..i saw it coming..
but hey thanks for everything..there were good times n bad times..but now it's time to let go, so i let go..

well i do not appreciate the last five minutes of the phone call, but it's ok..we're not little anymore..we can move on..n i have learnt to forgive u, now it's time to forget u..it's hard, but hey nothing is really simple in this life..

i do not wanna be like other people, be mad and all you know..not that i can't..i can..but i refuse to..let us walk away from each other with peace not war..yeah a little disappointing it doesnt last long but what's important is that what we have at that moment, not what we have become..

so im wishing for both of us, happy always..wish u luck coz u might need it..lol..a little sarcasm won't hurt right..now for the love i have, im taking it out slowly, put in a bottle and throw it away..away away away..away from here..

p/s: tanx for everything..yeah i cried too, ur not the only one who hurts, but you gotta understand who should have hurt more here..but no matter, it doesnt matter..juz held our head high up and walk strongly~

making a potion~

2010-05-22T02:18:00.003+08:00

a plate of grilled bread, to cast away hungry-ness
+
a splash of cold water, to keeps me cold
+
a dozen packets of chocolates, to keep me sane
+
a glass of fresh milk, to summon drowsy-ness
+
a bed with pillows, to ensure a tight nice sleep
+
an 8 hour sleep to regain full energy

p/s: good night..

im calm until i know u, oh Final Exam!

2010-04-28T22:08:00.007+08:00

its coming and guess i better get ready for it.. have to put effort in all of it coz its hard..gonna be a stressful two weeks and i won't be online that much after this..maybe not at all..

need to be a study machine from now on..Got Philosophy,Language Awareness,Linguistics,Grammar and Malaysian Lit. to focus on and most of them i need to put EXTRA effort!

somehow feel really pumped up and wish me good luck and all the best yeah.. ^^

im calm until i know u r coming oh Final Exam..and now lets get this over and done with..

i said to my friend, coz im a believer..

2010-04-24T22:32:00.004+08:00

my friend always ask me, why i am so into sumthing that i sumtimes get so obsessed with it..
i said to him, coz im a believer..

as much as i have negative thoughts, i am a believer..and the world is big, and im just a dust that mess the world up..

and we're mixed up with so many people to hurt us,to trust us,to care for us,to hate us, to make us cry and suffer, to appreciate us, to waste us and there's people to love us endlessly..

so just keep believing when u feel like there's nothing more u could hold on to my friend.. ^^

i had a bad dream~

2010-04-18T13:50:00.003+08:00

aku jarang ada mimpi2 buruk yg mbuat kn ak agak sedih and moody..aku bukan orang yang percaya sangat dengan mimpi coz bagi aku mimpi tuh mainan tidur..tapi aku agak lemah if mimpi tuh bermain dengan emosi aku..

damn, aku dah tenang but then it strikes me again..why why why..

if i cud, i will erase the dream and evrything thats bitter..aku xmau ikot2 perasaan kerana satu mimpi yang not even a real thing happening..now back to my regular normal life..

if its just a dream, its gonna stay a dream..
as the same as my hope n dreams..if it just hope n dreams it's just gonna stay still like that only..

Au Revoir~

2010-04-16T22:12:00.004+08:00

setelah ak dihentam oleh Mdm Zuraifah bahawa dlm Bahasa French TIADA bunyi 'R' instead digantikan dgn bunyi 'gh', ak akan igt sampai2 bile2 fakta tersebut! ^^

tp yg lebih sedih skali, ak denga2 kate Jana Niaga mcm ala2 dah nk tutup Internet supply for budak hostel..Betul ke? Damn..

Dahla cekik darah..Nak tutup internet yang dah mmg Sedia Slow tuh pulak..Ak igt berita tuh betul coz Semalam Satu Unisel xley on9, tapi malam ni dah BOLEY..huhu..So DOA2 la agar internet tak kena tutup..Kalau tak terpaksa la ak mengPRAKTIKKAN tunjuk ajar Mdm Zuraifah and mengucapkan 'Au Ghevwa' untuk ON9 selama hayat di Unisel ni....... :(

P/s; Final da nak dekat..SO mmg jarang gile bole on9, tapi still ak xnak INTERNET ditutup..At least everyweek bile2 ak free, boley la ak dtg FAKulti utk on9..huhu..

is it stars i see or its an empty sky?

2010-04-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

i woke up,
my room is freezing cold but im feeling warm,
went to turn of the lights coz its fucking bright,
and i open the curtain and there's stars,
early in the morning,

i sit on the bed,
staring out the window,
cursing but i know i shouldn't
thinking it's the same thing again,
walking down the lane, halfway
just like a breeze, never permanent

i haven't talk,
and it's already late in the afternoon,
don't feel like i have to,
when my heart is numb but anxious,
feeling too comfortable,
with what might be the truth or lies,

but i said to myself,
that pain and disappointment,
are just simple compromises,
just feel the breeze until it last,
cause when the song ended,
u won't be able to enjoy it anymore.

lately i have no mood but it makes me write this baby right here..^^

sumtimes a boy just need his mother

2010-04-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

damn..i dun think i could be even happier now..i jus got home..lil bit sad be staying jus for two days but its ok rather than not going back at all..

unihell gave me a hell bunch of stress..i dun like it..the drama..the loneliness..damn..i got some best good friends there (u guys know who y'all are ^-^) that helped me a lot but sometimes a boy just needs his own mother, his old best friends and his own bed to cheer him up..

gonna try to enjoy these two days to the fullest..so hungry always there but here not anymore..
havent updated for a long time coz got no mood,but guess sometimes a boy also need his blog to talk to, espicially when the loneliness gets the best of him..

FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK!!!!!

2009-12-12T01:52:00.001+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK unihell!

Yes, Kat Blog Boley Tulis Pape Jur....

2009-12-04T14:22:00.004+08:00

Ok..Mcm ni..ak mmg tulis sbab mau suruh org itu baca..
Ak bkan ape..kebelakangan ini ak b'gurau agak kasar dgn kawan ak tuh..Sebab ny mmg hati ak mjadi makin heartless skunk tapi itu bkan sebab utama..

Cuba bayangkan, bila aku bukak sesuatu website utk menjalin hubungan dengan manusia sekalian alam (Contoh: Friendster, Facebook, or Myspace), bukak je ade die post something new..Bukak je ade die post sumthing new..Bukak je ade die post sumthing new..Ak tahu disitu adalah satu medium meluah perasaan, tapi less is more..Xboleh lebih2 sgt..Bayangkan segelas air, bila terlebih dituangkan kan akan tumpah..Mcm tu la lebih kurang situasi ini..

And ak seriously jadi annoyed dgn keterlampauan kawan ak itu..Ak akan cakap honest je coz dgn die selama ni pon ak agak honest, tp this time ak rase better 100% honest lagi senang.. Die post terlampau banyak post yang xpatut dipost pon sebenarnya (Contoh: Sy Ingin Pergi Mandi, Sy Ingin Makan, Sy Memikirkan Pasal Makanan).. Xsalah kadang2 mau post cam gitu, tp kalau dlm sehari dia dah post banyak sgt, salah aku kah ak jadi annoyed?

And satu lagi xsalah mau post video ke ape ke, Tp seriously, overdose posting! C'mon..Die pulak boleh buat emo2 lebih..Ak juz rase IT'S TOO MUCH! And kalau ak sebagai one of best friend beliau pon boleh rasa annoyed, xkan la xada insan2 lain yang terasa annoyed dengan perilaku beliau?

Ak punya niat bukan utk kasari dia, tapi seriously babe, U NEED A WAKE-UP SLAP! Setiap kali dia ade masalah dgn kekasih beliau, dia akan post ayat2 mee cintan dia, namun in real life agak pantang tengok insan2 lain yang amat menggoda..Apakah ini?

Dia duduk mengadu bahawa ini payah itu payah ini payah itu payah, but seriously rather than mem-BEBELing at the site, u gotta try to figure it all OUT!

And dia memang banyak ber-emo di site tersebut..Mmg xsalah, ak pon buat, namun kalau dah sehari byk sgt, serabut and agak jemu and muak melihat die je yg post..

And semua benda2 yang telah ak list memang xsalah untuk dia lakukan, tapi kalau dah dalam sehari asyik dia je yang post this kinda things over n over again, sapa boleh tahan..

Friendster is Friendster bukan "POLAN"ster, Facebook is Facebook bukan "POLAN"book, Myspace is Myspace bukan "POLAN's"space! Tapi xadalah dia mengganas di setiap web2 ini..Cuma satu drpd tiga ini sahaja..

Maaf kalau terkasar format, namun ini mmg luahan hati dari ku..

P/s: sila isikan "POLAN" dgn nama anda yg terasa, kerana anda akan sedari hanya nama anda yang betul2 sesuai untuk menggantikan "POLAN" tersebut.. And ini adalah sekadar luahan hati ak saje sebab,

Yes, Kat Blog Boley Tulis Pape Jur...

Kelantan Kalah, 3-1, Tapi..?

2009-11-09T01:39:00.003+08:00

Ak xminat sgt bola ni tp ak xley nk buat xtau r kan coz byk sgt org dok ckp psal bola coz Klantan masuk final lawan Negeri Sembilan.. Kelantan kalah 3-1.. Tapi...?

Ok ak seriously sebagai rakyat kelantan b'pendapat, dah padan la kalau kalah..Try harder la..Ape mau buat..Lagipon bukan ak kesah pon menang kalah coz ak xpernah sekali dlm hayat hidop ak tengok bola dan xkan tgok.. Tapi yang ak meluat ny adalah...

Ak masuk dalam chat room YM ikot tempat r..ak masuk room yg Kelantan punye r kan saje mau survey2..And ak amat tepat..Dorang tengah gaduh pasal bola.. Org Negeri 9 masuk room org klntan mau bangga2 diri and hina org Kelantan..ANd ak juga konfem ade org kelantan masuk room Negeri 9 serang dorang kutuk macam2..

Bagi ak ini adalah amat BODOH! BANGANG! KE-BUDAK2-AN! Nape mau gaduh pasal bola? Bola je kot? Bukan nye ade org datang tgah stadium tuh tibe2 sebar ajaran sesat..kalau bnda serious macam tuh, ak pon turun padang pergi hentam..Tapi ni gadoh pasal bola? Cam bodoh je..

Berbalik pada cerita dekat room kelantan tuh, ade Org N9 dok curse kelantanese..Ckp Fuck Kelantanese laaa..Nilah tuhla..Ckap kelantan miskin la..For me, what the fuck r their point anyway? MCm bodoh lg bangang je mau carik pasal sebab gaduh pasal bola..And ak bukan ckp org N9 jer, org klntan pon same je bongok (ak menujukan kpd yg bergaduh mcm ni je..bukan sume org N9 or Klntan bongok..hehe..)

And ade gak sorang "kawan" ak ni dtg chating dgn ak pure2 baik last2 skali die ucap takziah kat ak coz Kelantan kalah..Ak ckp la bkn ak kisah pon lgpon Kedah awal2 lg xmsuk final(coz dia org Kedah) then die caci lagi Kelntan dan ak ckap la, Xmalu ke? Gaduh pasal bola? Dahla gaduh dgn ak plak tuh..Ak xpernah tgok bola pon..Mcm budak2..Lgpon pemain xkecoh, peminat and penonton je yg kuat gaduh and buat kacau and kecoh..Mcm BODOH saje..Nilah akibat ny kalau dah obses dgn sesuatu tp akal amat cetek utk menahan diri dri buat bnda WORTHLESS..

Sekian artikel blog ak yg berkisarkn bola, iaitu TOPIK PERTAMA yg ade kaitan pasal bola sepak..Haha..

TOP 5 Prkataan Fav. Of The Day!

2009-10-31T01:40:00.002+08:00

#5: Kawe
Ini kerana wlaupon bez friends ak sume org KELANTAN tp kami amat jarang menggunakan perkataan "KAWE" dlm percakapan seharian.. KAWE mcm AKU arr dlm slang klntan dan hari ini ak and kawan2 ku membiasakan lidah kami dgn perkataan ini kerna dah jemu asyik menggunakan I dan Ak..haha..

#4: Demo
Alasan perkataan ini byk diulang pada hari ini adalah sama dgn di atas..DEMO mksudny KO and kawe amat jemu asyik menggunakan You dan Mu..haha..

#3: Celako
Ak mls menghurai kenapa perkataan ini byk diulang hari ini coz its been a bad day with a lot of people yg ak curse gune perkataan tersebut, but kebanyakan penggunaan perkataan ini pada hari ini adalah untuk membuat lawak kasar semata-mata..

#2: Urgh
Ini bukanlah diklasifikasikan sebagai perkataan, namun dalam hidop ak and kawan2ku nada mengeluh ini adalah satu perkataan yg amat universal di mane anda boleh menggantikan nada mengeluh itu dengan pelbagai perkataan2 indah seperti; B*TCH, F*CK, SH*T etc2..

#1: Bullsh*t!
Ini sememangnya sebati dalam diri ak lately dan sebagaimana keadaannya skarang, ak nmpak perkataan ini amat laku dalam market penggunaan seharian oleh ak...

tlg JANGAN pandang mata saye..,

2009-10-30T05:01:00.004+08:00

klau dah pandang tu, trus la tgok tmpat lain...

nape mau tgok lame2?

nape mau tenung lame2?

nape mau main2 mate plak dah?

haish..........

haaaa kan dah gile pale otak ku skarang fikir2 kn sume ni..ish... dah la bkan slalu ade kat situ..
ak carik xde, ak carik xde, ak carik xde...

klau dah tau mau maen sorok2, nape pndang mata ak mcm tu? kan dah pyh ak mau tido hari2... ...hmmmmmm ...

Setelah DiAlih Suara!

2009-10-15T00:53:00.003+08:00

Ak sungguh kesal dengan Tv3 terutamany 2 mniggu ini..Haish! Ape tidak ny..Mereka telah mengalish suare cite peberet ak buat mase ini,
Lalola

Kalau alih suara tuh elok okla, ni jadi boring ak terase cite tuh! Xde feel langsung melihat cite tuh! Uhhhhhh! Btape ak membenci pengalihan suara tersebut.. Xoriginal! Rase ny langsung xade ummmph! mase tgok..

Bagai dok tgok Cd Cetak Rompak cite Harry Potter di mane sume ny gelap dan boring..Begitulah perasaan ak melihat cite Lalola itu skunk lepas Tv3 membuat rancangan bernas mengalih suara cite tuh...........

So ape guna ny ade cite Sepanyol kalau dialih bahasa? Xdpt blajar hape2 gak..Wlau pon stakat ni ak Cume faham perkataan Amor, Porke dan Buenas Vias saje, tp still xde feeling tgok cite Latin pon cam gini.....! Haish!!!!!

Mempromosikan Kegiatan Pelacuran Melalui Kemudahan Cyber..

2009-10-12T00:21:00.005+08:00

Ak tgah mOOd baek punye mau blogging mlm ini coz ari ni ak xlapar sbab setiap 3jam ak akn mkan pelbagai jenis aneka bnda..huhu..So ade mOOd yg amat2 besar pd mlm ini..Tp mOOd ak diROSAKkan oleh beberapa org2 di Myspace ak itu..Dorang telah mengePOST comment status yg amat DARING tp teramat BODOH BODOH & BODOH!

Contoh 1: *USERNAME* tengah bogel.., Jom C2c
Mood : Horny

Contoh 2: *USERNAME* buhsann!! meh2 komennn..anak ikan here!!!!
Mood: Neutral

Contoh 3: *USERNAME* Bogel bersama2 donut ku..
Mood: Donut..

Aku mcm WAT THE FUUUUUX! What the hell r these? Adakah ini satu lawak jenaka yg hanya berniat utk menarik perhatian pengguna2 Myspace sekalian atau ini Adalah satu tindakan ketika mereka 'high' dan mencube utk menjadi Stripper Alam Cyber dengan mempromosikan diri mereka melalui internet?

Kalau ak ternampak di dalam komen or those thingy, xpelah jugak..Myb dorang tgh bergurau and it's more of a 1-On-1 conversation..Ni pulak Di Status Yang Terpampang Dengan Jelas2..
Aiyoooooooooo..

Apakah niat Mereka2 Sume Sampai begitu Daring
(A.k.a. Bodoh Tahap Kayu Balak! Xtahu malu tahap Kuda Miang)?

Sungguh menyakitkan mata..Nasib baik ak masih mempunyai Snack2 di dapur dimana mampu ak makan utk menghilangkan rasa ketidakpuasan hati ak terhadap penghuni Myspace dan lebih teruk, kenapalah ak mengaprove friend request mereka2? Ak sudah pon meDELETEkan yg mana dapat ak detect berkelakuan ala2 Pelacur Alam Cyber..

tokoh yg amat terkenal!!!!!

2009-10-05T23:22:00.006+08:00

Huhu ak sudah lame x post sumthing ke blog ak kerna amat bz merayakn hari raye..wakaka..so ak bercadang ak kenalah post sumthing yg fresh so ak telah pilih satu tokoh yang amat sesuai bg post ak kali ni....; Shinnosuke Nohara..kah3..!

Ak amat bosan so ari Ahad aritu ak kluar..Coz sebab asalny ari Khamis ni ade Muet, hajatny mau buat latihan so pergilah cari buku latihan..Selepas je jumpa buku yg paling murah yg paling sesuai utk last-minute exercise ak melencong ke tempat2 lain shopping2 baju 3,4 helai and carik dvd2 baru 2,3 keping..

Huhu..So ak pon singgah 7-E utk beli coklat2 dan minuman2 ringan utk jamuan ak ketika tgok movie2 yg baru dibeli, tibe2 ak terjumpa dgn Beliau..Ak trnampak beliau di rak buku, trus ak mengambil ny dan membeli beliau..Haha..Dik Cerdas Vol 49! Huhu..Best2.. Kelakar gile buku ni..Huhu..

Ak sebenarnya ingin bercerita lebih panjang pasal part fav. ak dalam buku ini namun ak malas menulis..Biarlah sekadar ada post yg baru..Hahaha.. LOVE SHIN CHAN 4EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Inilah Die Kekasih Baru Hati Ak..Wahaha..

2009-09-17T01:37:00.007+08:00

Haha..Skarang ak telah kehilangan akal ku dimana ak telah jatuh cinta pada SELUAR JEANS!!
wakaka..
Begini al-kisah ny..Di malm sunyi sepi ini ak merasakan ala2 berputus asa & xmau lg mencari seseorang buat ak utk waktu ini..Coz penat seyh! Mcm luck ak dah run out..Ak fikir la ak memilih ke? Coz bg ak ia mcm nak beli Jeans..

Kalau ak nak beli Jeans ak xde la memilih, ak juz pilih yg simple2, yg ak terus tngkap cintan kali pertama tgok jeans tuh, and ak xla nak gatal2 membeli yg mahal2.. So ak rase tu normal la kn..Nk pakai Jeans pon biarla yg kite sedap mate memandang tp xperlu la jeans tuh VOUGE tahap nak buat cat walk kat Italy..

Namun sape2 pon mesti ade sikit2 kriteria lau nk pili jeans kn? Kalau ak senang je..Yg ak trus suke 1st time tgok, kalau boley ak lbih suke yg SLIM FIT tp yang laen2 pon ok kecuali BOOT CUT..Ak xkisah colour ape tp kalau boley xnak colour BIRU..Ak xkisah SEASON atau yang ade KOYAK2 or nampak BURUK2 sikit biarla xdedah aurat bile pakai jeans tu sudeyh..

So adakah itu boley dikatakn AK MEMILIH? hmmm entahla..Nape la ia xsemudah ak membeli JEANS? Pakai pon PADAN & SECOCOK je dgn ak tp ak xkisah ape ke corak atau xde corak pon..So nape SEKARANG ak amat payah menemui "JEANS" yg sesuai dgn ak dan "JEANS" tu pon suke dipakai ak?

Dgn ini ak menghidang kan anda dgn JEANS2 ini...Pilih yg mane mau..
Haha..

22

2009-09-16T02:38:00.003+08:00

Ak Skunk Juz very2 Menyukai Lagu "22" by Lily Allen. Lagu ni psal sorang gadis ni time die 22 thun, cntik arr then guna kcantikan die utk advantage life die..But bile die dah 30 tahun, sume tu dah berkurangan dan die mcm menyesal die waste life die dulu..

Bg ak senang ckp myb lagu ni psl pelacur kot..Coz official video music die pon nmpk ala2 betul je kot tekaan ak.. Tp there's more than regret or guilt of sum1 yg dah taubat.. Die gak pasal finding true love n mmg best r lirik die n lau tgok video die pon sebak je ak rase so ak post kan kat sini utk kongsi2 coz Lily Allen bkn la famous sgt..Haha..

Lagu ni actually agak kontroversi arr coz ade unsur2 seksis tp bg ak x kot..Coz bnda mcm ni happens in both sexes kn..Then it also ade unsur2 lain cam regret n guilt bout kesilapan lalu, taubat n finding true love..So xde byk prlu pertikai kot..Huhu.. Dgrkan la dkt playlist ak tuh..HUHU.. TQ!

22

LYRICS

When she was 22 the future looked bright
But she's nearly 30 now and she's out every night
I see that look in her face she's got that look in her eye
She's thinking how did I get here and wondering why

It's sad but it's true how society says
Her life is already over
There's nothing to do and there's nothing to say
Til the man of her dreams comes along picks her up and puts her over his shoulder
It seems so unlikely in this day and age

She's got an alright job but it's not a career
Wherever she thinks about it, it brings her to tears
Cause all she wants is a boyfriend
She gets one-night stands
She's thinking how did I get here
I'm doing all that I can

It's sad but it's true how society says
Her life is already over
There's nothing to do and there's nothing to say
Til the man of her dreams comes along picks her up and puts her over his shoulder
It seems so unlikely in this day and age

It's sad but it's true how society says
Her life is already over
There's nothing to do and there's nothing to say
Til the man of her dreams comes along picks her up and puts her over his shoulder
It seems so unlikely in this day and age

hari raye..........

2009-09-12T16:00:00.002+08:00

ak yg akan pulang ke kmpung halaman besok malam xsaba nk tgok adakah kelantan dah berubah ape2 dlm 3 minggu pemergian ak ke Penang ni..haha..kot2 la kn..ade warong goreng cempedak n pisang tepi umah ak or ade kedai kopi baru bukak kat mane2..haha..

so ak yg xsaba ni tgh mengelamun mkanan2 raye..kakakakaka..mbuat kn ak makin lapar...tp xpe..kadang2 je kan rase yg teramat lapa so ape salahny..wakakakakaka..

lagi satu ak tgh ingin membeli byk baju baru kerana ak perasan kaya..kaka..wlaupon dlm dompet juz ade 60rm je..mane bank ak mau rompak smpai byk duit?haha..lau dpt rompak pon, dgn kelajuan ak berlari2 anak msti kena tngkap dgn polis slepas 50 meter ak cabot!haha..lgpon ko boley byang kn ke ak mejerit dgn machony : INI ROMPAKAN! SERAHKAN WANG2 ANDA DAN LETAKKAN DLM BEG KUMA2 INI! CEPAT SKIT! NNT ABIS BAJU OFFER!wakakaka..

huhu ckp pasal raye ni mmg SYOK tp bile fkir ak mungkin xmmpu nk beli baju bnyak2 merendahkn semangat ak..kaka..xpe2..nnt ak akn buat muke manje kat mak n ayah ak..atlest dpt la beli selai due tmbh dgn sluar selai due tmbah dgn kasut spasang...haha..AMIN..huhu..

aiyo amat boring disini..hnyalah dgn membebel disini dpt menghilang keboringan ak..kaka..huhu..^^

Tgh Mcari2 Idea dan Inspirasi Utk Mjadi Rockstar!

2009-09-06T15:00:00.003+08:00

Ak dgn xtahu maluny berangan Indahny Hidupko Kalau Ak Seorang Rockstar..Wakakka..Ak akn membuat barisan2 lagu yg menceritakan bnda2 yg ak slalu simpan dlm hati je..Ak juga akn mempunyai barisan2 lagu yg bersifat EMO kerna mmg dah lame impian ak menulis lagu mcm tu tp ak masih kureng mampu Menulis Lagu Tentang Ak melukai diri sendiri kerna DUnia xadil ataupon lepas Break-up kerna ak merasakan It's Life..Nape nak cederakan diri ak plak?Haha..

Ape2 pon ak dah lame teringin nak tulis lagu pasal Masyarakat yg Judge sum1 so easily when they do not know what exactly happen and all the do is Order this and Order that!
Mcm skunk kan byk isu2 mat rempit and bohsia tp people ni judge dorang cam dorang jahat sgt..Mcm dorang xberguna..Lau masyarakat open their heart to listen to them myb akn dpt tahu kenapa sebenarnya mereka jadi macam tu..

And masyarakat ni suke je ckp buat mcm ni nk berhenti jadi pelacur..Buat macam tu xnak jadi remaja bermasalah..Buat mcm ni nk berhenti hisap rokok..Buat mcm tu utk jadi anak soleh/solehah..Buat mcm ni supaya xjadi mat rempit dah..Buat macam ni utk tak jadi gay..

But dorang xpernah alami pon masalah2 di atas so apakah berkesan cara2 dorang bagi tuh? Hell no..! Ak just post this coz Im getting sick of people judging other people so easily..If u DO Not Know SUm1 dont easily says they r going to hell..Coz we dont know them and we don't know what gonna happen..huhu..

Haha saja ak mengePOST sumthing serious kdg2..Ak pon judge gak people sumtimes but I do it silently and change my mind after ak fikir balik pasal masalah tu..So wateva hapens dont judge people coz we dont know them..HUhu..Sekian!Nantikan album ak hujung tahun ni..Haha..

Ceritera Bln Puasa Dan Bebelan Ak Yg Kian XTahu Ape Motifny....

2009-09-02T13:03:00.003+08:00

Bulan2 pose ni mmg tenang..Xde serabut sgt otak.. Xde fikir byk sgt.. Atau pon adakah kerna ak sedang bercuti?Haha.. Myb coz lau ak tgh kat Unisel msti post ak jd mcm ni:

Bulan2 pose ni mmg memenatkan..Dr pagi smpai ptg ade kelas..Senja2 pon ade..AK nk berbuka pon pyah..Selalu hujan je ptg2..Mlm pulak msti ak meremang bulu roma coz ak sibuk memikirkan bgaimana ak nak bersahur & apakah juadah bersahur ak...haha..

Hmm Ak juz mau update coz dah lame ak xmenulis di blog ak yg sunyi sepi skarang ni..Haha..Papepon ak makin hari makin bersyukur ak decided nk smbung blan 12..Lau x ak msti serabut otak skrang kat Unisel..AK dah xmau dah sekelas dgn #$@%^*( tuh..Ak xmau lg ade kat Unisel coz ak xtahan dgn maslah2 yg de kat Unisel..Myb bln 12 will be better coz ak dah mngkin dah mkin matang skit kot..(AK dah 19 time tuh..haha..) Hopefully..Ak pon skarang tgh gather all the keyakinan yg tlh pon hlang selama 3sem kat Unisel..So ak akn tmpil di Unisel bln 12 ni dgn keyakinan ak yg ak tahu ak ade..AK xkan biarkan sape2 buat keyakinan dan keindahan hidup ak berkecai..Ceh3..haha..

Ape2 pon Ak still wish dduk kat Unisel skrang..Byk yg ak nk buat kat sane..(Mostly juz borak2 dgn kengkawan ak..HAHAHA!) Tp this life r8 now is better.. Ak juge tlah memulakan mimpi siang ak yg xrasmi iaitu MJADI PELAJAR TESL DI UKM!haha.. DGN IZIN ALLAH MOGA2 AK DPAT..huhu..Tp papepon ak akn berada di Unisel dulu bergedik disana..Haha..^^

Wahai UNISEL!!!!

2009-08-17T20:09:00.000+08:00

Ak mau result ak lah wey.. Bongok la fakulti ak uh..Cepat2 la buat kerja..Byr mhal2 tp servis lembab! Sakit ati weyyyyy! Lewat seminggu plak tuh...Bangang!

ALREADY GONE

2009-08-04T01:40:00.007+08:00

Ni single t'baru dari Kelly Clarkson.. [ALREADY GONE] ..Ak decide utk post pasal lagu ni coz, ntah skarang ak cam boleh relate gile babeng dgn lagu ni,, and lagu ni TAHAP CIPAN best woooOO!So ak decide utk post pasal lagu ni..Huhu..

Ade org ckap lagu ni similar to Beyonce's HALO, tp bagi music depan tuh kejap je pon supe.. And the rest totally lain.. Melody of the song is different though both is ballad..Lagipon lagu ni ade element pop rock lebih skit dr HALO.. And meaning lagu ni totally lain dari Halo..

Kalau lagu Halo, Beyonce konon2nya describe Jay Z(Laki die..haha..) mcm baik tahap dewa and tuh lagu Cinta yang mmg jimat mase fikir nak cipta Lirik cause dduk ulang HALO , HALO, HALO..haha.. Tapi lagu ALREADY GONE nih is more about separation.. Kelly dduk cakap yg relationship die dgn so-called BF die dlm lagu tuh mcm xwork out pon lepas byk2 try utk defend.. Die dah ala2 give up coz mmg terang2 cinta dorang xkan ke mane, so sebab laki tuh xbuat 1st move utk tinggalkan die, die dah awal2 dah blah dr laki tuh utk MOVE On..huhu sedey2..

Lagu nieh ak buat playlist song ak buat mase ni..Korang dgr lah yer..Nk buat SING-ALONG pon buatlah..Asal xmemekak ok?huhu..

LIRIK:

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone.

Lau trase cam nak download:

Go here:

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ENJOY! ^^

FAHAM X SEBENARNYA?

2009-07-29T14:49:00.004+08:00

Ak agak dispointed dgn kwn ak sorang nih.. Mcm ni.. Ade sorang INSAN nih dulu suke kena2kn ak.. Adelah..ak xmau cite panjang2.. Tp ak dpt tahu INSAN tuh skarang ade org lain kena2kn die mcm die kena2kan ak.. So ak hppy coz tuh la satu sebab buat ak makin percaya pd KARMA..

Ni kwn ak yg ni lah ckp kat ak.. Tp masalah ny bile ak happy and ak ckap nk ckap kat INSAN tuh yg psal die di kenakan tuh, trus kwn ak slah fham mcm mane ntah die sdap2 je nk FIRE ak..ak ckap ak bkan literaly means ak nk ckp kat INSAN tuh coz ak gaduh GILE BESAR dgn INSAN tuh..Tp die plak bkan nk fham ak.. Ak juz happy coz ak rase ape INSAN tuh buat kat ak dulu, die dah rase mcm mane lak org lain buat kat die.. So ak macam tersentap babeng arr kan..

Nape xfham..? Ak tahu situasi ak dgn INSAN tuh rumit..Tp all im saying is, die dah kena balik ape die buat kat ak.. Ak pon post la mood ak kat Ms ni ckp padan muke kat budak tuh...Ak saje je nk express feelings ak coz INSAN tuh xdpt tgok pon update ak coz ak dah delete die dr Ms ak, tp still kawan ak ni nk bising2..Ak xfham nape prlu FIRE ak! Sedangkan ak mcm sorang yg baru tahu news pling gembira then die nak break kan ati ak dgn pendapat die.. Ak juz think die perlu faham situasi ak walaupon amat rumit.. We R Frens...

Apepon utuk kwn ak tuh, IF u R reading this, ak apologize.. Tp ak juz nak terus terang je.. Bukan ape.. Ak nak xpress..AK xnak simpan ! Ak xsanggup.. Ak ingat die faham coz die pon ade sorang MANUSIA ni kenakan die dulu tp MANUSIA tuh pon dah tau mcm mane it feels like kalau main2 kan orang..AK kongsi gembira dgn KAWAN ak ni coz yelah klau ak, happy la utk die.. Tp die, bile kes ak and INSAN ni, nape nak FIRE2 ak coz situasi kami hampir sama..., namun ak lebih rumit.. Tu je..

So ak betul2 fikir, KAWAN ak tuh faham ke ape yg ak cakap selama ni? Selama satu tahun kita org kenal.................... Coz ak faham sedikit sebanyak tentang dia.. Nape time ak happy pon die xleh nk fham ak ak nak EXPRESS sebenarnya.......

TRIBUTE UTK UNISEL!

2009-07-24T15:03:00.019+08:00

Huhu.. Mmg inilah prancangan ak utk post sumthing pasal kehidupan ak kat Unisel selama 3sem..Akhirny habes gak tahun foundation ak! Syukur..Syukur..

So ak ingin b'time kasih kpd sume yg byk tolong2 ak dlm 3sem ni!huhu..
Ak byk nk tulis tp ak try xnak jd emosi sgt skunk and today ak xmau sedih2 sgt..Lau ak dok emotional skalipon, biarlah stakat dlm blik ak je..Xterlepas ke blog ak..Hoho..

Si kpd CLASSMATE authentic & favorita ak iaitu Adote, Jax, Asip, Kak Shida, Bella Syaf, Ika, Ede, Siva, Pathma, Nisha, Kitty, Prish, Bella fatin, ShaSha, Fara, Kak Yana (special ni wlaupon bkan classmate..huhu..) Tanx so much!huhu.. Korang mmg da bez! Yg len2 tu yg ak xtulis name pon tanx so much,,Byk sgt nk tulis penat.. Ak syg korang! Though dlm kelas tu ade yg mmg menyakitkan hati ak and suke carik pasal dgn ak & layan ak ni mcm patung mainan die, tp it's ok.. Never mind that! That particular person gonna learn one day.. (Maybe thats the reaason klau couple cannot hold on that long..) Wateva la..Huhu..

Special Thanks do Ct sesungguhnya die byk teman ak dikala ak bengong!huhu.. Ko mmg yg terbaik..Lets hear it for Meme! (Buat Meow ala2 gedik ko sekali..Lame xdgr..Haha..)

To my housemates J, Din, King, korang mmg hausmate terbest pernah ak ade kat Unisel!hoho.. Fierce! Fierce! U r the GODDEST of fierce!hoho..

To all my favorito new classmates Shad, Kurin, Elina, Marjorie, Sheena, Analeigh & Yat..Hoho..We r fierce! Dont ever 4get that!haha.. And kite alwys gonna be Kabilah yg pelik..., as long kite x hipokrit! Huhu..

Utk yg ak t'tinggal name tuh its either Sorry k..Hehe.. Have a blast k! Huhu..

Neway Minta Maaf ye sume org! Apologize dr hujung rmbut ak hingga la hujung kuku kaki ak..Huhu..

Till We Meet Again!

kenapa SEBENARNYA ak nak smbung bulan 12?

2009-07-17T20:53:00.013+08:00

Hmmm..Mcm ni alkisah ny..Ak smbung degree bulan 12 nnt..Byk classmate ak m'persoalkn bnda ni..dorang tnya nape? AK jwb ak nk buat lesen..haha..Ak mls nk terang pnjang2 coz buat lesen tuh hnya satu alsan yg amat2 kecil..ak ade a few reasons yg agak and amat2 p'sonal yg ak xboleh tulis kat sini..And a few yg ak boleh tulis kat sini..Huhu..

1) Ak tahu mmg Unisel punya Tesl elok..Dah lame Mr Soo convince kan ak..Tp lau boley ak nk g sum1 better..Myb UKM or UM?haha.. So ak masuk bulan 12 so xadala ak bazir duit sgt byar yuran yang mahal ni mana tahu klau tahun depan ak boleh further sana..And kalau ak sambung bulan 8 ni, sem 2 konfem ak nak apply Mara..Tp lau ak apply biasiswa ni, and tahun dpan lau dpt offer lain, ak takut pyah nk settle..Then lau ak masuk bulan 12, incase ak xdpat offer lain, ak juz further Sem2 kat sini then apply je Mara kat sini..Huhu..

2) Ak nak amek lesen?haha..xdela..ni alasan ntah ape2 ntah ak dok ckap kat org selama ni cause ak mlas nk xplain pnjang2..hehe..

3) Ad sumthing ak nk reinvent about my self..Huhu..After byk masalah jd kat Unisel ni, ak rase ak perlu a bit time(Of coz 2minggu cuti yg dibagi xcukup kot bg ak..) utk ak reinvent sumthing dlm diri ak..So huhu..Hopefully after ak masuk bulan 12 ni ak dah completely ready..

4) Ak nak amek Muet now..Huhu I know kat Unisel pon boley..Tp ada reason ak nak amek kat Kelantan..huhu..

5) And kat sini ak xleh list casue the final reasons ni adelah quite personal..And ade la kaitan2 dgn family skit..Here and there..OK..huhu..

Ak xrase lah bazir masa sgt actually..Its ok..Tu dah takdir ak..Ak akan cuba make it work for my future..K..huhu.. We sumtimes make a decision yg quite risky but it's ok..Im confident with my choice now..huhu,,

Hmm tadi ak t'jumpa Siva and Pathma..Siva gile2 pujuk ak further same2 dgn die..Die ckp takut die x ade kawan, but I said to her u got Pathma..Dont worry..The rest of the class also loves u so much..N u will have new classmates after this..So chill k babe! We'll gonna meet again wat nex sem...Hoho..

So to all my frens yg pernah jugak suruh ak masuk same2 wif korang, Sorry I can't.. But remember u'll always be the best classmates i ever have n will always have.. U GUYS R THE ROCKEST!HUHU.. N for the bright side, korang bley jd senior ak nnt..Hoho..How's that amusing u?HUHU..I know u love that fact..haha...

Ak hir kate, GUD LUCK FOR DEGREE EVRY1!huhu..Though We're No Longer 1A, But...,

WE'LL ALWAYS ROCK!

p/s: Always hold to our motto; Everyone's Gay Once In A While..LOL!

Sambungan Kelas Ms Na-Thinamalar Magiswary..Hoho..

2009-07-14T20:31:00.005+08:00

Huhuhu..Ak xmampu t'lepas dr kekadang b'emosi mase on9..

So hari ni ak t'bukak pintu hati ak utk post poem ni.. Memang 1 of fav. past time ak karang lirik lagu..Tp this time ak amek 1 of lirik ak saje2 buat semak bilik ak jadikan die poem..

Huhu..Saje2 utk santapan kawan2 ak..
And yg betul2 memahami maksudny korang memang bagus..Hohoho...

It's killing me,
The fact that I've already,
Step into a zone where I can't unlove thee,
So do I have to keep going,
Cause I don't have nowhere to be heading,
Seems like all the roads I've faced came down to one,
And my eyes only aims on your own.

Get this lock out of my head,
Or get me into your heart so bad,
Like I do But you defy that,
You said it gonna happen when it's too late to go back,
By then I'm done Cause My feet already stepped on your trap,
Babe what do I do Cause I don't see no one else but you,
Already have this fantasy about you and me Just us two.

Yes I know there's other fish in the water,
Not for me Cause Only you could make me better,
Make me feel nothing's wrong being an eccentric loser,
Because you are my electric shower .

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Yup yup mmg betul setiap poem ade cerita t'sendiri..(Ckp ala2 Ms Thina Lecturer literature ak yg byk m'hasut ak m'jadi lebih sastera drpd biase..Huhu but I LOVE U & WHAT U'VE DONE TO ME..Huhu..)

Cerita ak?Haha..korang decide..Literature bebas..It's based on opinion and as long logic, BETULlah..huhu..

Ade yg tanya ak tuju kat sape, jawapan ak..Ak hanya express feelings & thoughts ak je..Huhu..

ak CLUMSY korang?

2009-07-10T22:20:00.008+08:00

Ak browse blog ak dah 2,3 post ak m'jadi emo gemo semacam arn..Hoho so this time ak juz post sumthing yg simple je.. Kite as manusia biasa arr kan ade kelemahan and characteristic yg kadang2 meLIMITkan kite buat sesuatu or habit yg kurang elok.. So ak kat sini nak bincangkn pasal traits ak yg kadang2 m'jadi disadvantage pada ak..Hohoho..

Ak amat amat amat amat CLUMSY..ni bukan ade kaitan dgn lagu Fergie bila mane jadi cuai semacam time tgah angau or crush kat sape2.. Ak mmg naturally nya CLUMSY..huhu..Kawan ak sorang ade ckap being clumsy is fun, ak ckap: PALE HOTAK KO..Hahaha..

Bayangkan ak akan terlanggar sebesar besar DINING TABLE and ak amat2 selalu hmpir2 jatuh jalan pkai seliper and antare yg paling teruk adalah terlanggar batu besar or sign board, tiang or ape2 ajelah yg kalau langgar kaw2 ak sakit..HAISH!

So ak fikir2 ini mmg ny naturally dlm diri ak or it's just kebetulan? Coz ak m'alami ny byk kali sgt..Setiap hari mesti ade satu tp yg kerap jadi adalah nak terjatuh jalan pkai selipar la..Huhu nasib baik tuh je..Huhu..Syukur2..

Tp ape2 pon msti ade gak keGUNAan ny ak CLUMSY ni (kot...) satu hari nanti..Huhu..
Ak pon agak HOT TEMPERED

but only something really sensitive and serious boley naikkn marah ak..

Huhu..And I'm kinda a FREAK..haha..

Ape2 pon korang plak cam ne? Ak pon nk tau gak..X aci ak sorang dedah rahsia ak..Huhu..

AK DIANTARA YG B'SALAH TAPI....!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-09T21:23:00.003+08:00

Salam..
Ramai yg dah agak post ak pd malam yg syahdu babeng ni pasal ape..!!
Ni pasal kelas Pengajian M'sia En Hamdan pagi tadi.. Ye ak disini nak membebel ape yg terjadi dan ape sebenarnya yg berlaku! (Dan ini bukanlah based on opinion ak sorang je ye! Ak dah survey lepas kelas td dan tambahan pula dgn bantuan rakan2 ak yg ak rahsiakn identiti mereka..Hohoho..)

Semua terjadi dlm lebih kurang pukul 11 lebih2..Juz 2,3 minit lepas Aizuddin yg dduk disebelah ak keluar dr kelas utk tujuan yg tertentu.. Then ak cucuk matrix card Din kat Ct.. Ct suruh J gantung card tuh kat kerusi..Then Ct kalut2 carik muka surat bape En Hamdan tgh lecture tuh.. J tgh main sticker..King tgah tgok straight muka En Hamdan..Dan ak? Ak yg xada teman kat tepi pon memandang wajah bersemangat En Hamdan pabila sesuatu terjadi..

En Hamdan tibe2 shout kuat gile...Marah2..Yg konfem die marah budak belakang kami.. So ak tgok belakang.. Then die marah2 la pasal bising sgt mase die tgah lecture.. Die pon tgok row tgah then die alih pandangan die kat row paling hujung dikiri beliau..Then die tgok balik row kami.. Semua ni terjadi mase die tgah marah2 ok.. Then die tgok tpat kat ak then shout2 'POMPUAN' so ak konfem bukan ak..Then ak toleh belakang, rupa2 ny bebudak yg duduk belakang ak tuh yg die shout..Coz bebudak tuh cam kalut gile nak balik..

Ini bedasarkan observation ak dan yang lain2 jugak..SO basically, yg penyebab die mule2 marah bukan geng2 ak! Bebudak belakang ak yg ak xkonfem sape coz mmg ramai m'jadi saksi die pandang atas mase die mule2 marah..Bukan pandang bawah coz kami dok baris depan sekali..

Then mase die tgok every penjuru, die dah marah2 secara umum..UMUM! Ak ulang..., UMUM!
So ini bermakna majoriti dari budak2 kelas tuh PESALAH! A few je yg ak mmg tahu yg memang diam all the time in class!

Nak dijadikan dilemma, die halau kiteorg balik.. Then after kat luar kelas...., (Ak dah xnak guna codename..!!Naik muak!) Rafi marah2 kat Siti dan jerit2 yg "Sape yg buat bising2 tadi tuh" ..Bagaikan nak menyalahkan geng kami! BENGONG! BUKAN KAMI YG TRIGGER WALAUPUN KAMI AT TIMES AGAK BISING! Tp tuh kebanyakkan ny mase break and masa die buat lawak jer! Tp ak mengaku bersalah kami bising tp bukan kami yg trigger!

And another fucking thing, si RAFI tuh pon bising gak kan kadang2! SO nape xnak terasa gak! Tadi En Hamdan marah2 pasal bising2 secara GENERAL! BENGONGlah!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! ISH! Ni 1st time sem ni ak betul2 naik furious kat budak Unisel tahu x! BENGONG!

Ape2 pon ak tetap mengaku bersalah..... Namun bukan kepada Rafi tuh coz die memang dengki dgn kami! Ini bukan 1st time die saje gile babeng carik pasal dgn ak! Ak gelak die dok ejek then ak toleh kat dorang senyap2 tunjuk tgan kat Iqbal.. Tiap2 mase lah..BENGONG! Jantan sangat ke macam tuh ha?

Ape2 pon lepas tuh ak pergi CAFE LIBRARY MAKAN KEK ..Huhu nasib baek sedap..Hoho..

PIX ini khas utk m'buatkan Ct jealous..Haha..Tulah xikot sgt..Hoho..

TERIMA KASIH AK UCAPKAN PADE MEREKA2 SEMUA!

2009-07-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

Huhuhu.. Dlm 3,4 hari ni ak demam kaw2 teruk punye! Mati2 ak ingat ak kena H1N1.. Huhu.. Syukur Ke Hadrat Tuhan ak xdijangkiti virus tuh.. Coz apabila ak g klinik Unisel die kate demam biase je ni coz ak dah mulai nk sembuh.. Tp ak still bimbang coz honestly ak xpercaya sgt klinik Unisel tuh.. Nak tau x? Mase die nak sukat suhu ak, die letak pelekat tuh kat dahi ak., Doktor tuh pon gelak.. AK pon serius igt pesal arn die ni gelak.. RUpa2 ny die terbalik letak bnda pelakat nak check suhu tuh...... Very menimbulkan keraguan di hati ak! Huhu..

Tp ak sekarang dah nak sembuh.. Tapi pening masih agak kuat terasa.. Tp lau demam ak xsembuh2 by esok memg lekas2 ak balik umah abg ak kat Putrajaya utk g klinik swasta dimana ak mampu percaya..Huhu..

Ape2 pon ak post nieh utk ucapkan time kasih kat sume org yg telah menolong ak mase ak tgah demam thap dewa ye.. To Ridz & Arieff thanks ye.. Sanggup borak2 n teman ak time demam2.. To Es thanks coz borak2 malam tuh though tibe2 credit habis..Hehe boleh borak kejap je.. Tp xpe2 lepas tuh jadi MAKIN BERSEMANGAT..Haha!

To Hausmate ku sekalian memberi support untuk ak..Huhu.. To Ct, ak akn pergi klinik klau esok lusa masih xsembuh2 k..Jgn bimbang! Ak xkn menjadi penyebar virus tuh! Ak JANJI!huhu.. And pade Adote yg menyampaikan risalah ak pada Jack yg ak nk g klinik.. And also pade Jack and Hasif la coz care psal ak..SNggup nak teman ak g klinik semalam tp xpelah kot.. Huhu.. Pade Classmate2 laen yg caring2 gak pasal situasi ak..

ANd of coz a special thanks pada UMI ak yg tersayang! Dari kecik smpai besar xpernah die xbimbng lau aawa sakit.. Huhu!

LOVE U ALLS!

I NEED SPEED!

2009-07-07T21:02:00.003+08:00

Hari sebenarnya nak kate indah dan nyaman xdalah sgt kan.. Nak kate menarik & amat exciting hingga buat ak tr lompat2 tuh pon menipu lah kan! Haha.. Tp ape2 pon kerna amat boring ak pon buat lah survey nih time on9.. Haha..

1. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?

** Yup2.. Pernah2.. Dulu selalu lah..Huhu.. Sekarang dh lame xg..Tringin nak pergi..

2. Do you like mustard?

** Huhu suke2! Suke sgt actually..Syng ny xdpt slalu mkan..

3. Do you think The Grudge was scary?

** Haha ak xleh tgok segala jenis cerita horror unless its more as a Comedy & Horror..Huhu..

4. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?

** Kalau ugut kwn ak teman ak g jalan2 & shoping2 time skolah2 dlu kire blackmailed then yes la..Huhu.. Ak gune rahsia2 yg die ad..Haha..

5. Was your mom a cheerleader?

** WTF!!!? haha..i dont think so..huhu..

6. What do you buy at the movies?

** Ak suke lunch dlm panggung so ak g beli Mcd or KFC & mkan secara seludup dlm panggung tuh..haha..

7. Do you read myspace bulletins?

** Kdng2 lah kot.. Coz kdg2 buletin kat sane ntah hape2 ntah..Huhu..

8. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?

** I think it's harder to tell then you don't love them back.. Susah weyh!huhu..

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

** What the!? Haha..myb.. Coz ak rase ak amat sekepala dgn diri sendiri..Haha so ak xkisah lau ade sorang budak ni yg perangai 100% same dgn ak..Huhu..

10. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?

** Nah! That's pathetic to me.. Tp xsalah pon!huhu..

11. What do you and your parents fight about the most?

** Haha..about money kot? Huhu..

12. Are you easy to get along with?

** Well i think maybe..Depends lah..Huhu tp ak mmg xde maslah sgt r nak gaul2 dgn org nieh..Huhu..

13. Are you continuing your education?

** Bulan 12 ye.. Bulan 12..Haha..

14. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?

** FAKULTI KEJURUTERAAN!! haha..ade kelas PI tadi kat sane..Fuh! Balik2 je peluh..Balik2 je peluh.. Tp amat bermakna.. Ak dpt skill bermadah dr Ustaz td.. Haha..TIADA ERTI & TERDAMPAR KESEPIAN..haha..

15. Have you tried sushi?

** Yup..xminat sgt..Yerk! Tp ak suke teriyaki!huhu..

16. Do you play Sudoku?

** Tried and gived up..Haha..payah weyh!

17. If you could fast forward your life, would you?

** Nah! Y should i? Enjoy slow2 sudeyh!huhu..

18. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?

** 1st thing is that sexyniess doesnt amaze me that much & kalau dah kahwin tuh ak cakap je la..., "Abis tuh yg bg engko cincin tuh nk campak mane? Atas pkok?"

19. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?

** No..Haha not really into that kinda thingy..Huhu..

20. What did you do for New Year's?

** Ak selalu bernasib malang douh! Tahun nie ak dah kena g umah abg ak mlm new year coz dah nk dftar msuk unisel dah..Adoyai!

21. Do you like funny or serious people better?

** Sum1 who can balance both is better!

22. Did you eat a cookie today?

** X! Tapi pagi tadi mkn cekodok pisang!haha.. Guna pisang montell! Montell tuh name brand pisang tuh..Haha..

23. Do you hate chocolate?

** eh eh! Tibe2 plak.. Suke r weyh! Suke gile babeng! Woo Hoo!

24. If you could have any job what would it be?

** As long as it's ez and income lumayan..Haha.. Tp on 2nd thought.....,ish ish xleyh2..haha..Aiyo..

25. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?

** Ak suke makan sambil baring and bace komik or tgok cite..Haha..

26. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?

** Kalau ak ditinggalkan dgn dompet yg ade duit >rm500 InsyaALLAH ak survive..haha..

27. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?

** Selalunya tinggal kat entrance door or car park je..Huhu..

28. The phone rings; who do you want it to be?

** Kalau ak list kat sini mmg xsudah2 arr.. Utk senang kn cerita sum1 yg ak boleh borak dgn rancaknya.. Xkire sape2.. Tp ade r a few people yg ak harap dorang yg call Tp let it b a secret dah..huhu..

29. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?

** Depends on what kind of conversations we r in.. Kadang2 im more of a listener.. Kdg2 im more of a talker.. I think im pretty good at doing both in certain and different conditions..huhu..panjng2..letih2!

30. Do you know how to shoot a gun?

** Xtahu..COz dulu mase sekolah menengah cikgu selalu remind "JGN BAWAK SENJATA DTG SEKOLAH" Ak dah buat muke WTF dah time tuh..Senjate pe nih? So sume slah ckgu ak, ak xpernah berpeluang belajar cam ne nk guna pistol..Haha..

I NEED HELP MY FRENS~

2009-07-03T21:18:00.004+08:00

Mule2 ak nk minta idea korang cam ne nak buat sum1 yg kacau hp kite, and suddenly when kite call die langsung die xckap hape2..

Al-kisah ceritanya one of my dearest fren kena kacau by an anonymous lah kn.. Then anonymous tuh call punye byk babeng dlm seminggu an...Then bile call die ke, angkat call die ke langsung xcakap.. Then anonymous tuh juz bisik2 je..

Last n8, kwn ak tuh mintak la tlg ak g call anonymous BENGONG tuh.. Die 1st xangkat.. Ak call lagi, die bru angkat tp xckap.. Ak punye tau berlakon salah no, ckap Aiman, sepupu ko msuk hospital.. Die langsung dgn hati kejam xterpedaya dgn lakonan grammy awards ak tuh an still diam.. TANPA CKAP PON AK TERSALAH CALL!!! BENGONG.. Die dgn secara xlangsung tgh mnghina bakat lakonan ak.. Haha..gurau2..

And ptg td ak guna la public utk call die... keBENGONGan terjadi die langsung xangkat.. Ak call hmpir 7 kali tau.. Ceh!

SO sape yg ade idea and boleh tlong ak...., PLEASE TOLONG.. TQ..Jasamu akn dikenang.. Huhu..

KAMI KABILAH YG PELIK YE? THEN DORANG KABILAH YG HIPOKRIT!

2009-07-02T20:41:00.003+08:00

Td ade kelas fav. ak sem ini..Amat pelik utk ak menyukai kelas Pengajian M'sia coz dah mcm menelaah Sejarah huhu..Tp ak amt menyukai En Hamdan..Haha..Bkn suka in terms of 'SUKA' tapi suke in terms of die kaw-kaw lawak babe!Haha.. Syg same die!huhu..

Tp td t'jadi prkara yg amt bengong ler! Dlm kelas tuh ak dan Aizud, J & King dok r front row..Meme Humairah dok dpan kami sorang2 & Analeigh, Elina, Marjorie, Sheena & Yati (Xsempat cari nick lg..Haha..) dok blakang kami.. Kami bila bertemu bunyi mmg bersatu la..Haha..
Dan En Hamdan tibe2 tanya name ak..Ak jwab la (Menyesal xtipu..Haha..) Then byk dok kutuk ak td..Sruh ak g ttup pintu lagi lah..Ceh ceh ceh!Haha tp ak stil menyayangi diri die..Haha..

Then ade satu time tuh En Hamdan dok ckp pasal hak lelaki and wanita and ak & Din dok buat lwak bengong tp xda kaitan dgn topik blaja..So En Hamdan kutuk ak la..Then BUDAK NAMA KAMPUNG and Kelab Penyayang dok gelak kuat2 kat ak..BENGONGlah!

Then EN Hamdan ckp la 'kabilah' kami amt pelik (Maybe coz tramat hyper activ kot..Hahaha..)Then kelab penyayang adok gelak babeng punya kuat kat blakang..Dahla arini ak agak letih & mungkin terjngkit PMS dr insan yg xmahu ak dedahkan identiti ny..Haha.. Then ak ckp la, kami la btter dari dorang yang bengong tuh! Dpan lecturer nak pure2 baik la KONON! Xyah lah weyh lau hipokrit cam tuh.. Blakang lecturer punye sial! Dah la dorang dok bujet COOL! KONON2 ade standard la dorang tuh..

Baik kamilah.. Xperlu ber pura2 dpan lecturer nk kipas2 die.. Bg ak, if people want to love or like u, let them love or like u for who u really is! Not who u become infront of them! BENGONGlah! Nasib baik statement ak disokong kuat oleh kawan2 baik ku yg amat memahami ak! Terutama Sufi-Elina, siap2 tumbum2 tngan gitu tnda persetujuan yg amat mendalam kami.....& lepas tuh kena kutk balik oleh En Hamdan men tumbok2..Haha.. Tp ak masih menyukaimu.. Lau die g masuk jadi CALON dlm pilihan raya, ak konfem vote die..Haha.. AFUNDI HAMDAN..Haha..

SO utk hilang kan stress ak...Saje2 ak terjumpa ni kat mane ntah..Sikit2 care nak tegur org yg kite kenal kat internet, then bile nk jumpa in the real life.. Its kinda funny, but doesnt make me laugh that hard..Haha..

Care 1:

Hai [Pnggil name kat FB/Fs/Ms die..]

Care 2:

LOL, funny seing you here.

Care 3:
Hello person that I have never seen or heard the voice of before because you do not have voice E-Mail..

Care 4:

Eh hai.. U nampak kecik je dlm laptop I..

Care 5:

Penipu! Kat internet nmpak lain jer!

SKARANG CERITA OH MY MILO PULAK DAH! ISH ISH ISH!

2009-07-01T15:56:00.006+08:00

Semalam ak balik la menempuh lorong2 sunyi dari fakulti budak it tuh dgn J and Din g Otai beli nasi and fav. kite org air MILO kat sane... Air MILO die ak kasik tau punye kaw-kaw babe! Best giler kowt! Memmg BENGONG lah anda lau xboley jatuh cinta & rasa pada air MILO kat situ.. Huhu..

Nak dijadikan cerita balik umah makan la.. Adote pon dtg melawat ke umah kami yg xseberapa ni (SEMUA SALAH JAYA NIAGA.. SEDIAKAN HOSTEL ALA2 KADAR JEW..Haha..) Then kite org dok BORAK2 (PERKATAAN COVER UTK TIME KAMI MENGUMPAT..Haha..) Ak sandar la air MILO tuh kat botol air mineral coz air MILO tuh die letak dalam plastik lutsinar yg amat memukau pandangan setiap insan yang melihat sebab SERIOUS air MILO tuh nmpk sedap sedap sedap gile! Then dlm 10-20 minit kite org borak2 dan ak stil x abis2 makan NASI GORENG AYAM KUNYIT (MALANGNYA DIE GUNE NASI GORENG MALAS JE CAMPUR AYAM KUNYIT..Hehe..) terbukak la satu topik yg amat menarik minat kami..

Mule2 Kami borak pasal TRAGEDI ITI KOTI..Kesian die..Tp take it ez yer CT.. Jgn sedih2 sgt dah.. AK dah kutuk Asip dah..(HANYA MEREKA YG FOKUS TERHADAP PRESENTATION AK JE AKN TAU AK KUTUK PASAL APE & YES IA AMAT HUMILATING AND DIPENUHI KONTROVERSI..Haha..Sorry Asipah!)

Then kite org bukak lah satu topik nie.. AK KELUPAAN ape tapi tibe2 terkutuk ELINA ANTM CYCLE 11 dan secara xsengaja ny (MMG XSENGAJE..Wahahahhahahahaha..) terkutuk gak CIK SUFI-ELINA..hehe.. Then air MILO beloved ak terjatuh dan tertumpah! OUCH! Hati ak retak bak seorang ibu melihat anak ny kahwin lari dekat Thailan mengahwini seorang mat rempit! Mmg undescriable kesakitan hati ak time tuh! OUCH!

Inilah bukti kejadiaan tersebut:

So hari ini ak pakai baju warna hitam sebagai tanda BERKABUNG dan menghormati pemergiaan air MILO ak yang separuh habis madunya, dah kena buang bak sepah!

AKHIR KATE, MAAFKAN AK ELINA MENGUTUK KO..BALASAN LAH TUH..Haha..

HARI YG GILE TUNGGANG TERBALIK!

2009-06-30T20:11:00.012+08:00

Haha..tadi ad kuliah Pengajian Islam tau.. Adoyai.. Xdapat ak jelaskan lah weyh.. Mesti je ade scene2 ak panas dlm kelas tuh.. Haish! Yela bayangkan group kite die letak last untuk present..Org dah mengantuk so agak challenging untuk kite org bagi classroom tuh nampak konon2nya alive.. Tapi nasib baik la berjaya jugak (kot..heh heh heh..) Tapi apae2 pon AMAT LEGA dgn penamatny presentataion tadi..

Tadi gak ade test..20% dlm assesment..Ak nekad saje!haha.. Ak bersama teman seangkatan nekad je coz smalam dok tgok ANTM smpai pkul bape ntah (Yang ak ingat Sheena terkeluar..haha..) so xbacelah.. Nasib baek agak 70% lah kot ak boley buat test tuh..Huhu..SYukur2! Xde ny otak ak mbeku secara tibe2 dok jawab test tuh.. Huhu..

Kerja kite org dalam kelas tadi ape? Haha.. Snap pictures pose sexy jer..Haha.. Dan inilah best picture of the week yang ak kumpul2 kan..Haha...

Best Picture of The Week:

Theme:
Shocked That Their Group Have To Present Last

Runner Up:

Theme:
Somebody's Throwing Things While I'm Sleeping In Class

Dan Yang Lain2 Lagi Yg Turut Menjadi Pilihan Hati Para Hakim:

Theme:
I'm Sleeping In The Class While Lecturer Is Far From Me

Theme:
Flirting In Class

Theme:
Posing Cheeky In Class Cause Class Is So Boring

S.O.S.

2009-06-29T22:51:00.003+08:00

OH MY SOS! Begini al-kisah nya...., J kirim lah KEROPOK IKAN wif SOS PENCICAH die skali coz kat KL nie pyah nak cari bnda tuh.. So on the way ak balik KLATE ak beli la 2 bungkus kropok ikan wif 1 bottle of sos..

Tanpa diduga hati ak and J yang menjerit sekuat hati pabila sos kesayangan kami terjatuh retak di lantai.. Ak simpan dalam beg then letak beg tuh kat sisi katil..huhu.. Then beg tuh zip seluar die terbukak so keluar la isi dalaman die..SOS tuh lah! Ish! Jatuh berkecai SOS sayangku tuh..Waaaa....

Keropok byk but SOS suku botol pon xsmpai (Yg mampu survive arr..) Cam ne ni? Ish..Haha.. SO ade x mane2 area kl jual SOS pencicah keropok ikan tuh? Haha.. Survey2..haha..Walau ku amat yakin amat payah..

Haha.. Lau xabis keropok tuh, aiyo...., membazir la...Huhu.. Nnt nak difikirkan care utk menikmati keropok ikan itu tnpa sos (boleh ke?haha..)

Maybe celup mayonis ke, xpon g beli cheese krim kat Tesco then cicah ke.. Hua hua hua.. Mane tahu sedapp Or bubuh dlm waffle.. Hehe.. Xpon g pasar malam beli nasi kerabu kosong then makan dgn keropok kami tuh.. Haha..

REVIVElah BLOG AKU! HUHUHU!

2009-06-29T22:43:00.002+08:00

Ak keboringan kebelakangan ini dan ter dtg lah dlm pale otak aku; "HA ITULAH! BAEK AK HIDUPKAN BALEK BLOG AK TUH"

Huhu..SO here I am lah dok mbebel how the neraka ak boleh ter open the door of my heart utk hidupkan balik blog ini..Huhu..Susah tau..ak dah la xpndai sgt blogin'2..

bape kali calling2 ITI KOTI ( MANY CREDITS TO HER!!!!!!! ) utk mintak tips psal blog.. Nnt lah ak ade mase & rajin2 skit akan update lagi blog ak nieh..huhu..

Dah ade dah pon idea for next post.. HAHA.. OH MY SOS! haha..

ak da blik UniSeL + ak msiH trsNgkuT..haha..

2009-02-03T17:51:00.002+08:00

ak skunk sdah berada di UNISEL "favourite" ak kmbali.. Huh(Sigh k!)

Byk bnda yg berbeza kat sini kot skunk.. Ak xtau nape but I feel different.. Haha..Byk bnda yg buat ak rase lain skunk nie.. First is rahsia Adote n Madil yg Adote janji nk ckap tp xckap2..haha.. i dont have no damn idea psal ape but hello its me.. Im gonna figure it out... Wahahahahhaha.. (Or i'll wait till Adote tell me..haha..)..

Surrounding pon rase lain.. Maybe petang2 kat sini da xsepanas dulu.. Skunk asyik2 hujan aje.. Ntah nape.. But Im thankful!

Now
ak ade few potentials in my list.. The thing is.. Maybe ak masih tersangkut dgn Biskut kot.. Ntah laaa.. Dlm xrase ape2 sgt dah tp it's hard to let go.. Huh..

tRagedi 28 jAn 0o9!

2009-01-31T01:33:00.002+08:00

disaster tul!

bgini:

ak g kb maLl lwat riDz n sUf krja.. g dGn naEm..

the thng is, naEm (asyik) dOk ejEk ak jer.. wtf!!?! prlu kew? n mlu kn ak dpan pblic..coMe on.. ak tau ak pon buat bnda yg memalukan gak kdng2 but its my willing to do it!

n the wOrse ak cuBe hooK up kn sUf wiF some he likes but in da eNd i gOt humilated fOr tyring and dyiNg to sEE one oF my besT friEnds b happy! daMn it!

dah la die nk pertikai kn pLak ap yg bLey memalukn ak sGt.. nk defend diri plak 2h! ckp ape yg tr jaDi is not that worse!

n more td aZam call die, aZam tnya psal ape yg jd pda hri rBu, die ckp sume itu sLah riDz! wat Da fuck!? its not riDz's at blame.. n i know its not ue 100% either.. n die plak ckp die xmintak pon perTolongan ku.. ak yg rela..

yeah i admit it buT thiNk wif uR fuCking briLLiant bRain! i help ue so u'd be happy! is it so hard to say even TQ for helpin' or give a lil sympathy and saYs SORRY ??? huh?? isH!

SOME FRIENDS U ARE !!

Haha.. Wat a wnderful Day!haha..

2009-01-27T01:57:00.009+08:00

Hari nie kuar jln2 kat kb mall..Agak best arr..da lame xjumpe dgn Arieff, Rifaa, Keiro, Bib, Ridz, Suf and Azam.. Windu dorang sume2! Korang la bFFs ku..Wahahahhahaha!

Td Arieff m Keirol ade dtg jap..Haha..saje gambar2 dlm blik ku td..Hahaha..

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Sdg impersonate kawan Arieff kat Matrix die..haha..

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Kejadah nyer nie..?? Haha..

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Feeling lg Keiro.. Haha.. One more: sdg impersonate kawan Matrix Arieff yg lngsung Ak n Keirol xknal..Haha..

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Yes.. We could be cheeky.. Haha..

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Ak di malam2 hari mmg "Liar"..haha..

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the confession session -

2009-01-18T01:53:00.002+08:00

Ak btul2 da xley tahan daa..

Slame nie Ku igt Ku msih ag suke kat Kure2 2h.., tp rupanye Biskut gak ade dlm pale otak ak mase ak tgok si Kure2 2h..

Argh!! Haish! AK da xthan daa wey!

Nape ak Sayang giler dgn Biskut?? Kenape Kenape Kenape????!!???

I need to forget Biskut A.S.A.P. coz ak dah xley kawal emosi ak dah.. Mlm nie nangis ag psal si Biskut 2h..

Adoyai.. Penim.. Penim..

Need some help! Wipe Biskut away from my mind! Or kalau xbley vanish die from my mind.., make die suke ak like ak suke die.... Please...

Ber - SHAKESPEARE - an !

2009-01-15T19:19:00.002+08:00

Aku memang dah lame suke write songs lyrics but this time kinda special skit.. Cause aku tulis dalam jiwa ber - SHAKESPEARE - an .. Haha.. Mentang2 blajar literiture sem 2 nie kan.. Wahahahahahahahahaha.. Agak touching laa.. Tp for this lyrics Ku lebih nak bubuh melody yg agak fast.. Haha.. Whatever it is, this is how I'm feeling..

IRONY

Lay your hands in front of my door
Know that's a knock I should have not response to
Guess the bell ring quite more than twice, trice
Say how cant you expect me to keep it close
I know you are joking all along
But my heart just cant resist the temptation
My soul at the moment was broken
And I'm so desperate looking for someone who could fix it

Damn its happening
The cage is opening
Let the beast gone wild
Hormones racing up for a fight
But the only fences blocking the way is that
Our attitude ourselves

You were playing now you seems serious
With your face high With your face smiling
Take my hands let go my hands
I wanna kiss you Afraid to kiss you
Then you wanna kiss me I wont let you kiss me
What the hell is going on?
Come to me and Touch me
Roll over you're gone you have no mood no more
Were you playing or were you loving me?

So irony
Its like you like me when you doesn't like me
So irony
When you love you gotta love someone without no limit
Now it seems you have seasons of loving me
First speak love
Second speak friend
So irony
So irony

Be acting like we shoulda get a room
But I know that your bringing me to my doom
Cause I've fallen and you're nowhere close to love
Seems so much then figure out it may be lust
Hug me, move foward straight ahead you're gone
Then peek-a-boo you're back be mean again
Don't know what's the message you tryna convey
All I see is spinning stars ain't going away

Damn the worse is coming
The cage is opening
Let the beast gone wild
Hormones racing up for a fight
But the only fences blocking the way is that
Your attitude yourself

You were playing now you seems serious
With your face high With your face smiling
Take my hands let go my hands
I wanna kiss you Afraid to kiss you
Then you wanna kiss me I wont let you kiss me
What the hell is going on?
Come to me and Touch me
Roll over you're gone you have no mood no more
Were you playing or were you loving me?

So irony
Its like you like me when you doesn't like me
So irony
When you love you gotta love someone without no limit
Now it seems you have seasons of loving me
First speak love
Second speak friend
So irony
So irony

Don't come for me if you didn't love me
Release me if this just a game you play
Cant you see this tears dropping off of my eyes
I want you more than I ever think I would
So don't come bringing false hope like I coulda have you
oh oh oh..

You were playing now you seems serious
With your face high With your face smiling
Take my hands let go my hands
I wanna kiss you Afraid to kiss you
Then you wanna kiss me I wont let you kiss me
What the hell is going on?
Come to me and Touch me
Roll over you're gone you have no mood no more
Were you playing or were you loving me?

So irony
Its like you like me when you doesn't like me
So irony
When you love you gotta love someone without no limit
Now it seems you have seasons of loving me
First speak love
Second speak friend
So irony
So irony

UNbreakable, UNstopable, INcredible but INvisible !!

2009-01-11T18:14:00.002+08:00

Im UNbreakable:

Thats true.. Ku xmudah putus asa.. N aint nothing in the world could break me including love..

Im UNstopable:

Thats true..Wlaupun Ku sakit ke demam ke xkan nyer Ku henti mcm 2h jer..

Im INcredible:

Thats true..I know it cause I could see what amazing things I could do..

But Im still INvisible..

Still hidden in a Pandora's Box waiting to be open

Waiting for prism to give me colours

Waiting for black and white to be on me

Waiting for your pupil to see me there

And finally realize that

Im looking at you

More than you ever know

So dont walk through me

And ignore the fact of my feelings..

Cause in the ignorant

Im hurt..

4th Jan - 10th Jan 2009 ! PENAT!!

2009-01-10T18:19:00.002+08:00

Byk yg terjadi minggu nie..Huh..Letih! First week kat sini mmg memenatkan badan2 and urat saraf ku..Huhu..

Firstly about class.. Da dpt jadual and everything but somehow Im worried and kinda scared of the lecturers this second sem.. Xtahu kenapa.. Maybe some of them nampak agak tegas walaupun dorang ternyata FUNHOUSE!! gile2! Huh.. Hope nothing happen aje laaa..

Secondly about bFFs ku di merata perantauan.. Hmm Ku kesian rasanya kat Ridz xdapat kerja yg die pergi apply 2h.. Die nmpak like giving up tp Ku support die utk trus mencari.. Byak ag mase! Go For It !!
Ku happy kat Suf dpt kerja kat AOWA.. Gaji basic RM1000.. Bley kate WOW! arr kan tp 2la..Ku lebih kesian kat Ridz..! Its okie! I;ll pray For uE!!

Ku jugak da call Arieff..! Huhu.. Nothings wrong la between me and dia.. Seems fine jer 2h.. Hopuli laaaaa! Amin!!

And Ku geram dgan FazRuL! Ish! Ku tahu die ade kat tepi 2 mase Ku call die.. Why the hell suruh org lain jawabkn and ckap die xdela..., pe benda laa.. Siap surh tinggal kan pesanan lagi 2h! Hello!! Im one of your best friend.. Act like a BEST friend, not a BEAST friend! Geram sgt2!

Thirdly about dilema Unisel.. Huhu.. Dah nampak dah satu timbul.. Haha.. Hmm ak agak risau.. Ak mcam tahu perkara yg terjadi disebalik drama and masalah kelasku 2 (Well sort of..) tapi Im not able to heboh2 satu kelas.. Damn! Macam mane laa nie yer.. Ku have to do something bout this.. Xper..Xper.. Lemme investigate first! Then ape2 Ku akn inform Asip.. Haha.. Kadang2 Ku da rase mcm detektif kelas Ku la plak..Haha.. Xpew2.. Nsib baek suatu hari dulu ak pernah meminati D. Conan.. Kih3!

Fourthly nak ngadu sikit arr pasal Biskut kan... Kadang2 rase xsah xngadu pasal Biskut.. Hmmm die memang HOT N COLD giler! Kejap mcm nak, Kejap haram! Argghhhh! Ku sekarang cube me-NURTURE kan diriku bahwa myb die xsuke ak mcm yg ak harapkn.. Stakat nk layan sikit2 bley.. But try not to fall and finally crash!
Tengokla mcm mane nnt k..Huh..

Hmmm ke-DESPERATE-an ku kian membuak buak.. Haha.. Now ak slowly tunjuk siape ak sebenarnye.. Hmm what if I let evryone at Unisel know about my secret?? Will it change the way they treat me?? Will it jeopardise or benefit my upcoming 8 months of living at unisel?? How it will affect my life in the future after I've confessed!? Huh.. Nevermind laaaa...

Well I'm off to have a quick rest.. Letih jalan2 kuar KL td dgan Adote, Madil and Apis.. Huhu.. Nsib bek blik naek kete Jax! Huhu..

Reminder & Don't Forget About Us

2009-01-05T09:39:00.002+08:00

Ahh! Ak juz nak rase lega sebab 2 ak masukkan 2 lirik lagu nie.. Satu ak tulis sendiri and satu lagi from Mariah Carey(Dont Forget About Us).. Its a deication laaa kot..

REMINDER

Until today, ay, ay
Until today, ay, ay

I heard the rumours going around
Now you're dating someone else
Guess it's easy to get over me
Though when I wanna break up
Said without me you'll have no wings no more
Words are always cheap
But Im here not to bug your life
Not to mess with your preogative
Cause Im singing
Just something people call reminder

Just to remind, remind
Im the one you call late at night
Im the one you run to when you're undone
Those love notes I have in that box
The signature was signed by you
Just to remind, remind
Im the one you walk with at the beach
Im the one who can give you this kinda loving
And no one else can
Lift you high like me cause Im your only wings

Remember how I lift you high
Remember all those kisses on your lips
Remeber my touch on your skin
To me it remains until today, ay, ay
Until today, ay , ay
Until today, ay , ay..

See you're on fire with her
Guess she really knows how to treat a guy
But do your relationship coulda ever comepete
With what we used to have
Cause boy lately I've been thinking
No one coulda ever come close to who we are before
A single love with you and me in it
A trust we could hold on to
But I don't knwo why the hell you go breaking
The wonderful things we had before

Just to remind, remind
Im the one you call late at night
Im the one you run to when you're undone
Those love notes I have in that box
The signature was signed by you
Just to remind, remind
Im the one you walk with at the beach
Im the one who can give you this kinda loving
And no one else can
Lift you high like me cause Im your only wings

Remember how I lift you high
Remember all those kisses on your lips
Remeber my touch on your skin
To me it remains until today, ay, ay
Until today, ay , ay
Until today, ay , ay..

Uhh..
I dont know why I ever be talking this shit
But I just got the feeling I need to
I think I just miss you
Cant hold back still cant get over you
Cause love we use to have
What them haters call love they wanna have
So you and me we're not suppose to be here
A far from each other remembering how we use to rendezvous

Just know she'll never ever compete with me
Just know I still keep the ring you gave me
And I'll always ready to wear it again
But I guess something could never change
There's already a black hole that sucks all of it
And there's no where to go

Just to remind, remind
Im the one you call late at night
Im the one you run to when you're undone
Those love notes I have in that box
The signature was signed by you
Just to remind, remind
Im the one you walk with at the beach
Im the one who can give you this kinda loving
And no one else can
Lift you high like me cause Im your only wings

Remember how I lift you high
Remember all those kisses on your lips
Remeber my touch on your skin
To me it remains until today, ay, ay
Until today, ay , ay
Until today, ay , ay..

DONT FORGET ABOUT US

(Don't forget about us)
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
(My baby boy)

Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby
(Oh)

Now every time I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about
Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about (us)

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

Oh they say
That you're in a new relationship
But we both know
Nothing comes close to
What we had it perseveres
That we both can't forget it
How good we used to get it

There's only one me and you
And how we used to shine
No matter what you go through
We are one, that's a fact
That you can't deny
So baby we just can't let
The fire pass us by
Forever we'd both regret

So don't forget about
Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about (us)
I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

And if she's got your head all messed up now
That's the trickery
She'll wanna have like you know how this lovin' used to be
I bet she can't do like me
She'll never be MC

Baby don't you, don't you forget about (us)

(Don't forget about) Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about (us)

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

(Late Nights) playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about (us)

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go

When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us...

Ape Benda Ak Merepek Pon Xtau!

2009-01-04T17:35:00.002+08:00

Hmm ape nak cakap oiii.. Borim gilew nie.. Hmm golek sane, golek sini pon still borim yg teramat sgt! Xdpat menangkis keboringan yang melanda hidupku ari nie.. Naquib tgah on9, Iqbal nmpak berserabut jew 2h, Madil & Adote tidor kat blik doram, Yasin dlm usaha menghabiskan novel Apis, And Jackiro plak tgah dgar lagu2 yg die curik from laptop orang lain..Haha.. & Aku..?? Xde benda nak buat.. Pergi sana, pergi sini still xjumpa cari ape yg patut dibuat.. Huh..

Hmm btw esok dah start kelas... Hmm for ari isnin xpack sgt.. Pagi 10.30 - 12.30 and sambung blik ptg 2h pkul 2.00 - 4.00.. Ari Selasa agaj pack, pkul 8.30 - 10.30 & ade lg pkul 10.30 - 12.30 and pkul 2.00 - 4.00 pon ade.. Ari rabu ade pkul 8.30 - 10.30 and ptng tuh pulak pkul 2.00 - 4.00 .. Ari Khamis same mcm ari selasa jew.. Tp the best part is that: Ari Jumaat langsung xada kelas! Wahahaha! Best! Best! Boley rehat jewla ari jumaat..., n cuti lebih skit! Huhu!

Ape2 pon ak still borim nie.. Huh! Ape nak dibuat xtau.. Moga2 Ku dpt mencari inspirasi baru sementara menunggu malam tiba.. Wahaha..

Abang Ku Rosakkn Mood Happy Ku Hari Nieh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-03T17:23:00.003+08:00

I HATE HIM !!

Knape die x pernah faham?? Bkan ak mintak jadi mcm nie okey.. N bukan ak sengaja jalan mcm 2h!! Memang ak dah di lahirkn mcm 2!! Cube faham.. Its nothing connected to tulang belakng or ape2 jer !! Xde kaitan!! Ak naturally was born like this! N ak bukan xpernah cuba jalan elok2.. Mcm sume lelaki, tp juz xboleh.. Die akn jadi mcm biase balik lmbat laun nyer!! Juz ak xpernah rasa sebegini marah dalam 7, 8 bulan nie! Die dah reach the final straw! N bukannya nak tegur elok2.. Bahase guna pon kasar! Nada pon sarcastic! He's my brother.. Giving advices is wajib.., tp cube faham dulu situassi die.. Klau nk marah ak bergedik ker ape ker, tak ape laaa!! Nie benda yang ak bukan mintak and bukan sengaja buat!

If only he knows ape aku rase! Ak dah cuba terangkan, tapi die biasela.. Selalu nak menang! Dia jer yg betul! Geram giler ak! I HATE HIM !! Die pon slalu gak kan panggil ak bodohla ape la.. Ade ak lawan blik slame nie?? Xade! Xade! Ak dgr jew..Yg pling truk ak buat pon ak buat muke masam.. 2 jer.. Hari nie memang ak xboleh sabar dah.. Ak juz terkilan ak tinggikan suara ak kat die depan mak aku.. Mak ak nampak agak terkejut.. Aku xmarah kat mak aku.. Tp abang ak 2 xpernah nak faham.. Ak xmintak jd mcm nie and ak bukan sengaja jln mcm 2.. Juz understand for once..And mengalah dgn reason yg ak bagi !!

Mood Ku Tr Amat Baekkkkk Ari Nie.. Hahaha..

2009-01-03T12:32:00.003+08:00

Ku actually xde arr pe bnda sgt nk ckp ai nie.. CUme nk ckp yg Ku hppy ari nie..Hahaha..

Erm Ku dah fed up dgn sorang nie.. Die one of my friends.. Tiap2 ari asyik message jew.. Tp message pon ntah hape2..Ak pon da naik pelik.. Sruh ak kuar jalan2 arr..Luaskn pemandangan laaa.. Ape bnda laaa.. Ckap die suke bace buku arr ape arr.. Mcm nk tunjuk die br ilmu sgt..
FYI, Ku bkan suke sgt dgn org yg mcm 2.. Menunjuk nunjuk.. Klau yer pon br ilmu, simpan laaa.. Nie nmpak sgt nk brag! Ish.. Pe kejadah arr... Nak ngorat Ku tp gune care tramat klasik lg boring!! Adoyai! Ish nyampah!!

And jadual klas da kuar.. Huhu.. Happy! Happy! Ari jumaat xder kelas.. Huhu.. Ms Khor still lg mengajar writing second sem nieh.. And ms Ann pon mengajar Ku second sem nie.. Subjek grammar..Huhu..

And 3 lecturer yg ak xkenal lg: Mr Farez, Ms Kedelvi(or sumthing2) and Ms Thina.. Hopuli dorang best2 ajer!

And sekarang tgah tunggu kawan Ku si Adote utk bersiap2 utk g PP.. Nk g cucuk duit kate nyer.. N nk g lucnh trus kowt.. Lapa dowh.. Hahah..

N skunk, Ku tgah plan cuti raye cina.. Stakat nie cuti juz five days, tp nk minta 2 ari lg extra cuti arr dgn lecturer.. Tp kena knal2 and rapat2 dlu arr.. Haha.. Ku nk cuti lebih oiiit! Haha..

Ape2 pon MOOD KU happy ajer ari nie..Huhu..

2009!

2009-01-02T01:50:00.002+08:00

Sempena 2009 nie mai la kite same2 doa it will be better! K!

Ku xde choice lain.. Ku da janji dgn kwnku si Adote that 09 will be hella better than past years! N im determined if it doesnt get better, I'll take the high road n will make sure it gets better anyhow.. HUHU!

Pe azam thun baru Ku?? Ermmmm stelah lame fkir Ku myb da dpt..

Azam2Ku For 2009:

1) Penuhi azam2 thun lalu yg x tercapai..Hehehhehehehehe..

2) Sem 1 dah dpt 3.94, so sem 2 nie nk dpt 4.00 plak for my pointer! Huhu!

3) Nak determined cari the best damn solution for my face! Huhu.. Flawless 2x!

4) Nak jd insan yg lebih berguna arr..Huhu

5) Thun nie, nak kurangkan drama2 k! Nak tukar hdupku jadi kpd sitcom, n bukan drama..

6) Love is not the first option! N past years love never be serious with me, so this year, I will treat love the same.. Xyah serious2 sgt laaa psl hubungan nieh! Huhu!

2 je la kot stakat nie.. Bile Ku da fkir lg Ku update..Hahahhahahaha..

Happy New Year Evryone!

2009 Will Get Better! Woo Hoo !!

So many FunnY ThinGs Happen 2day..Haha..

2008-12-27T23:48:00.002+08:00

Firstly, td mase hantar Azam n Bie g Pc for PLKN, meriah sgt2! Byk sekok.. LOL!
Yg pling pnting mase pgi jnguk Azam kat tngkap..Haha.. Br gedik kat tepi 2h.. X smpai 5minit, die hantar SMS kate "Dah Pecah LUBANG I LEMBUT"..hahaha..
Then nak g pecahkn lubang si Bie pulak tp kurang brjaya..Haha..
Then its a goodbye td.. Hope they have fun kat PLKN!

Then Ku n Ridz g KB jalan2..Just the two of us.. Dah lame dah x g KB mcm td.. ROund2 keliling kota.. Pergi Bazaar beli baju kemeja jap then jalan2 lagi.. N td ada jmpa mat salleh kat sana.. Ridz punya la excited nk tgur tp Ku nsihat "Kite jgn dok gedik sgt kalu nmpok sekok..Kite kna cool"(Konon2 nye laa..)..Lpas 2 pergi PANTAI TIMUR, Ku jmpa sekok yg paling sekok pernah ak jmpa dlm mase 1bulan cuti nie.. Mule la br drama kat sane.. Berpuluh pluh mint habis utk ngorat tp x berjaye.. Punya la sedih.. Igt da xde pluang, then nmpak die kuar PANTAI TIMUR so Ku follow, tp kegilaanku mn jadi2..Haha..Ku kejar die, then bile dekat ak menjerit, ak tersengih ak tgok kwn2 kat blakang(Ohh yer lupe ckp mase 2 NAem n Suf join ..)..N punye la kejar tp xdpat.. Hampa blik,..(Huhuhu..)

Then td dpt tau kawanku yg kat UNISEL ptut da dok kat UITM skunk tibe2 kuar UITM msuk blik UNISEL..Haha..yes Im talkin bout that Madil guy.. Welcome back..Haha..Tanx for the wise advice..Haha..

N then tibe2 Fazrul yg da lame xcontact ku tibe2 call..Die overnight kat bandar tp yg pelik, ALONE!! Arghhh! Adoyai.. Napela terfkir nk overnight soram2.. Die rase tkur, so die call ku utk tman smpai subuh esok..Haha..Haha..

Wat a funny and weird day! LOL!

The Way It Is.

2008-12-26T00:28:00.002+08:00

You take a piece of your life,
And left it on my heart,
You don't know how much this affect me,
Make me think I'm crazy,

You hurt me You make me in vain,
Now the words are more than just pain,
When you make those letters align,
Saying you'll be gone far,

I couldn't even let you read the papers of my heart,
Leave everything in a mystery,
I'm here cause you make me think,
You want we to be here,
So you start it first,
But in this book,
The final page is empty,

Wish I ride the wind,
Take me far to you to whisper,
How I'm feeling, Don't let me go,
But guess when you really love someone,
You gotta let they go,
Even they never feel the same,
Neither know they are love.

So I stay up alone, alone,
Figuring out how it will be,
Cause a bed of roses just thorns without you,
And desert just gets hotter without your ice,

I couldnt even let you read the papers of my heart,
Leave everything in a mystery,
I'm here cause you make me think,
You want we to be here,
So you start it first,
But in this book,
The final page is empty,

Wish I ride the wind,
Take me far to you to whisper,
How I'm feeling, Don't let me go,
But guess when you really love someone,
You gotta let they go,
Even they never feel the same,
Neither know they are love.

But,
A road always leads to another road,
Hoping that road will twist you back around here,
So go there, run as fastest as you could,
I'm not confessing anything,
So do you,
So let everything the way it is..

Wish I ride the wind,
Take me far to you to whisper,
How I'm feeling, Don't let me go,
But guess when you really love someone,
You gotta let they go,
Even they never feel the same,
Neither know they are love.

Something I feel.. Quite drama-sized a bit..
Haha..

My GPA!! Argh!!

2008-12-23T02:10:00.000+08:00

Wooheeeee! Thank God I got 3.94 for my pointer for my first sem! Im damn happy and I've cried tears of happiness (something that really really rare to be happening in my life..huhu..)!! Haha..Im So Happy!!!!

17th Dec! A Lot happened! It changes Me.. I learn 2 be stronger, learn who's my real friend and enemy and learn to be who I really am!

2008-12-19T03:40:00.003+08:00

A lot lagi yg I realized on 17th Dec 08!

Then, I realized sometimes promises are cheap! Dulu I always bear in mind that words are cheap, without ever realizing "WORDS" and "PROMISE" are connected because "PROMISE" is biuld up by "WORDS".., so not every promises will be done by that someone.. And it hurts to wait until the PROMISE to be true..Adoyai.. Ku pnya la tunggu dr pkul 8 tu utk promise kawanku sorang nie.., tp until exactly 11.50 Ku dah give up nk menunggu cause I know he just wont come through with what he had promised to me.. Damn! If it cant be done, why make we wait?? Nape Ku langsung xdiinform kan??Huh..

Semalam Ku gak mcm sedar sape kawan sape lawan..
Ku bersyukur Tuhan telah buka pintu ati Ku utk trima seseorg yg ak xsuka dulu sbagai bFFs Ku..Trnyata die la kwan ku slami nie.. & alter ego die pulak, slama nie Ku anggap kawan (tp xlah smpai thap bFFs) rupa2nye lawan yg xpernah Ku sedar..Nsib baikla smpat sedar, tidakny ntah ape2 yg akn jd kang!huhu..

Then the most important thing I realized is that, I should stop being what I did last night.. I wear a disguise just to seek for love? Damn! It aint right! It will never come true.. If I ever find someone that adore me, they do not really adore me. They adore my disguise.. Love is about accepting who you are for what you are.. Not perfection, appearance nor sex appeal.. To give love to someone you have to accept them for who they are.. Deep under their foundation-free skin! No make-up, no clothe and no lust..

Not just a bad day~

2008-12-17T00:37:00.003+08:00

Today is not just a bad day! Its worse!Huh!
I dunno, dunno, dunno dunno, dunno!

Having my mind on making decision and having my mind getting over someone and having my mind on mad at someone and having my mind hanging on with emotions..

Huh hell..What world have turn me into! There should be someone inside of me who didnt need to fake anything or even need to disguise to be happy or to hunt for something I always want.. Permanent Love.. When will I realize that "THIS PERSON" I am right now its not right.. Im confusing the world..And yet Im lying to the whole world and I serve then to see the fake me..

Feelings = Complicated !

2008-12-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

Yes! Feelings equal to Complicated!

Pelik dealing dgn perasaan nieh actually..It changes almost all of the times and sometimes the factors of changing it could be the littlest thing happened in our life..

Ku pon sama gak.. Lately ku rsa tr amat rapat dgn sumone yg dlu ku xbrape rapat and ku actually xsuka sgt kat dia.. Xtahu mcm mane rase xsuka itu boleh hilang tapi sekarang boleh kate ku n dia tu rapat..Haha..Funny la mcm mane perasaan boleh buat kita rasa sumone yg dlu kita xsuka as one of our bFFs..! Hmmm..

And lately my feelings for BISKUT slowly decrease..Thats a good thing! Im enjoying my life here! But sometimes i think its only due to distractions and everyone I love here at Kelantan jew yg mendorong Ku utk rsa kurang suka kat BISKUT.. But anything pon xkisah laa.. Haha

Feelings nie mmn memeningkan kepala laaaa weyh..Alangkah bgus klu dpt terbang..Haha(Xada kaitan langsung..)

Hehe..memang..Sekarang Ku slalu merapu entah ape2 and slalu ckap bnda yg langsung x berkait dgn topik yg dibual kan.. Sebab tu la dah lame xpost anything.. Takut membebel xtentu hala..haha..

a new hObby !!

2008-12-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

Ku da new hobby skunk.. Its still related to music but this time aku suke dgr lagu2 versi Mash-Up !

Lagu Versi Mash-Up nie lebih kurang remix arr..Dia tukar a little bit of the tempo, instrumental and many more.. But the fun thing with Mash-Up Version, satu lagu tu akan guna instrumental lagu lain and sometimes adie akan gabung 2,3 or lebih lagu untuk menjadi satu.. Huhu.. Best..

I got all the Masp-Up version from here : http://www.esnips.com/web/mashesbyross2/

Best! Try it out!

History Is Replaying Itself ~

2008-12-10T22:43:00.002+08:00

Huh..Again!

BISKUT done it again... When we talk on the phone everything is fine but wait until use other sources such as text messaging, it'll be a disaster.. It happens everytime! Why!? Dia macm acuh x acuh.. Geram betul! Then how bout all the things you ever did to me?? What are the meanings of those things?? What??

I tried everything to get BISKUT outta my mind! I try dating again, open my heart to strangers that want to know me, be happy with my bFFs, go here and there, eat foods and apperently most of them are junks and also avoid myself into thinking so much bout you... But guess its useless cause (I hate to say it) maybe becuz I've fallen deeper and deeper each day..

If I do did something wrong, I apologize... I know I could be damn boring at times, but its just for a few moments... Still it is never a reason to be so cold cause I still hold onto those things you did 2 me that make me be hoping for more...

Hmmm just why the hell... Just so you know, I will never fall into you, if not of those things you did.. You started it and now you want to open the exit and escape?? Is that so?? N that time Im having so many dilemmas and to me BISKUT is like a sweetness you need to neautralize the pain and bitterness in your mouth..Why Why Why??

Need my BIG MUSANG! Huh.. Guess I thought wrong that I could just get over this damn thing... Damn Damn Damn !! Dia is turning into THE SWEETEST VENOM rather than simple old BISKUT OREO !! Damn!

A Very kaWaii Way 2 Procrastinate Ur Friends Time BY Greeting Them !!

2008-12-10T01:48:00.002+08:00

Hmmm kalau dah xada pape nak buat, kaco la kwn2 2h..Tegur sapa dgn doram.. Send this to cutely 2 Procrastinate Ur Friends Time BY Greeting Them !! Haha.. (Credit To my friend aTem in Fs muaXXXxX!)

1. I need 2 tell u something, read number 5
2. Are u in a rush? read number 8
3. Are u curious? read number 9
4. Look its the following....u betta read number 15
5. I havent got the guts....just read number 17
6. I would like to tell u..but u should read number 16
7. I'll tell u...but first read number 2
8. Its very simple...just read number 4
9. Dont get nervous..its simple..jus read number 18
10. Not yet...but read number 19
11. Are u gettin tired? relax...just read number 13
12. Like i was sayin....read number 3
13. You're nearly there....read number 20
14. Just dropped by 2 say HI THERE,wassup!! heheehe!
15. Ur getting nervous..just read number 6
16. U still dont get it? just read number 12
17. Oh! im embarassed....read number 7
18. I dunno if u'll understand...just read number 10
19. Read number 11...slowly...and u'll find out
20. Now im'a tell u....read number 14...really quietly ok?

Happy KACAUing your friends!!

Gain Weight Super Fast !!

2008-12-10T01:28:00.000+08:00

I just come across these funny and crazy (I guess) ways to gain weight super fast! Haha.. Happy gaining 10 pounds per hour!

First, watch too much television. You know it is bad when you don't even need a clock. What time is it? Well, it is half past Oprah and a quarter to Ellen Degeneres. What time is dinner? After Friends is finished, of course. Every time you see a commercial, you know you've just gained 10 more pounds.

Next, stop going to the drug store. You don't need a pharmacist. You need Betty Crocker. She was the greatest chemist that ever lived. What do you take for a headache? Well, I take one brownie and a tall glass of milk. That seems to cure every illness we have. So, this method is sure to give you 10 pounds every time you have a headache.

Now, you can't expect to gain weight fast if you are still using the four food groups they gave you in school. Try using my new and improved food groups. First, there is the sugar group. This includes Snickers bars. Secondly, you have the soda group. Yes, this includes my morning Pepsi and all the ones after that. Thirdly, you have your snack group. This is chips, Twisties, beef jerky, and anything you can snack on. Yes, a few of those can be cross-referenced to the sugar group. This just makes them even better. Your fourth food group consists of fast food. KFC, McDonalds, Kenny Rogers, all of these are great ways to gain about 20 - 40 pounds.

Another way to gain weight fast is to be born a woman. Yes, women seem to gain 20 pounds for every pound a man gains. However, for every pound women loose, men seem to loose 20 more than ladies. So, if you really want to gain weight fast, you need two x chromosomes instead of one.

not-so-kawaii-life- ~ confession 01 ~

2008-12-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

I hav so many in my mind but I guess sikit sudah la ckp.. Little by little..Huhu..

Aawa skunk tgah fikir byk benda dlm pale otak.. Penim nak solve kan..

Firstly pasal si BISKUT(FYI juz a nickname I gave).. Die mcm acuh x acuh jew.. Mcm mane laaaa.. Should I let Dia tahu evrything?? Mcm mane klu DIA freak out and evrything never be the same again?? Adoyai.. Im scared thinking about the upcoming risks! Tp Dia juz like so into me at times..

Hmmm what should I do?? Hmm confuse gile.. I seriously nak citer to my friend but kdang2 takut bother diaorang dgn maslah2 dunia ku..Huh.. Tp I need guidance.. What should I do now?? I need to know Where Am I with BISKUT in term of relationship...Huh..

2ndly, I have started dating with other again..Thats a good sign Im moving on from that DARN TURTLE but somewhere in my mind always think about BISKUT.. Mcm mane nie?? Adoyai.. If that one wish I have in my right now was granted, everything will be easier.. (Never ask me what is that wish about!)

3thrdly, I dunno.. I feel like ade some ketidaksedapan hati dgn a few Unisel Friends.. Mcm doram ade simpan sesuatu dlm hati doram.. Xpuas ati dgn ku.. Ntahla.. Myb 2 perasaan jew tp...Hmmmm..Ntahla..Hmmm..Wish nothing is wrong!

4thly, Td ade dgr something yg kurang sdp bout my bFFs.. Well that thing is not a rumour cause its true.. I am on the same page with how the story goes.. But mcm mane pon Dia ttap my one of my bFFs.. I cant hate Dia for that.. Worse is, I've join to mengumpat a little..Huh..Adoyai..

Thats it for now.. Myb I'll go grab some drinks and make my self happy.. Hope can do that.. Huh..

How To Know If That Special Someone Likes/Loves You ?? Part 2 !

2008-12-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

Mcm mna nk tau org 2h betul2 suke kite ke tidak?? Hmm susah sebenarnya.. Lain orang lain cara dia suka dkt sumone 2h.. Hmm the thing is, it's killing to know either that person we like, like us back..Then I found this article on my Fs! Its not suppose to be accurate, but like I've said before, evryone have their own way of crushing/adoring/liking/loving certain person.. So got to have a very sharp eyes now!

Setelah di baca, ada kemungkinan jugaklaa, tp x semestinya betul... But If any of these happens in your relation ship, it could only be two things: You're Lucky or You Missinterpret Their Action Of Doing Something! That's why I said it's hard to identify without confession..!

Lately, My friends and me myself are having problem breaking down the code by the person we have a crush/like on! Urgh... Nak kate suka, takut xlebih pon dari hubungan kawan... Nak kate xsuke, maybe xkot cause ade a few scenes yg membuatkn kita fikir dia suke kite.. Sweet talk, kisses, hugs and more..

Then kalau suka/cinta kenapa buat all those sweet thungs?? Or is it just upon lust?? Dont they know that giving fake hopes to us just makes us even into them and expecting more from them??Adoyai....Pening my geng nak fikir kan maslah kita org.. Payah nak bace fikiran org, espicially if that person is so unpredictable.. A few moments seems like they like you, but give them a minute they will sink your prediction of the way they feels about ue.. Huh..

Sometimes it's impossible kan?? Hmm the first minute they will be acting so up and into you but then...Huh...Hampeh! And sometimes because of situations and enironment x support that certain relationship.. Huh.. Forbidden love perhaps?? But every problems have it's solution right?? Boleh jew nak cari jalan selesai kan every problem there is..Huh

& Me, I've fallen deeply I guess... I need some real signs, If it's true I'll wait, If it isn't then let me coax myself to get over you and move on.. Huh..The passion is there, so it got to be right, Right??

How To Know If That Special Someone Likes/Loves You ?? Part 1 !

2008-12-08T20:55:00.000+08:00

Ciri2 ORG Yg Mungkin Mencintai kamu:

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In Love Wif A Mannequin !!

2008-12-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

Know a Mannequin?? Lifeless! No feelings at all!

Imagine if You're in love with one. Damn it's hard!

Imagine you cant be sensitive with them, cant be too fun with them. You just cant! But what usually happens is that you cant be sensitive with them. Cant show too much of that soft side of yours. They will think you are the boring one, not them! N sometimes it happens when they do not actually know you love them, but they always be coming to you and do some things like splashing you some signs that they like/love you. But when it is time for you to go to them and show some love, they will freak/show no feelings at all!

For those in the mannequin place, just be more sensual to your partner/friends. Identify their true feelings towards you and please reply with the most appropriate reaction. If you love them then do whatever you should, but don't go giving them hopes! It hurts for them!

For those with a mannequin partner, hold on! You know sometimes they just be kind of mean/cool to you cause they actually like you. People said that we always tease the one we like cause we want to get some attention / or want what we tease to be in their mind and hope they take it just a joke. But it is still hard to identify where you are with your partner,

SO for both sides, CONFESSION is worth it!!

All Away Again!

2008-12-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

Because My Blog faces a vey serius virus attack b4 (Pfff! No!), Or I just encounter a problem that is unavoidable, I have to delete it and start all over again! But I dont mind, Cause I have all the time in the world to redo my blog..So now I hope I will not encounter that kind of probz again n could be happy blogging here after!!